Graveyard

Exactly one year ago, we buried mummy's body & exactly one year later, I went to visit her graveyard, for the first time.

It's at the private Subang Lutheran Garden, not really sure when's the next time I'll be going there. No stone done yet, dad just told me I can design it. I'm gonna do my best for mummy :)

& I was senseless.

The New Mamak, LRT Women, Fringe, Fatin's & A Memorial Service.

Wednesday, Suki & I was so bored after school, we had to go somewhere. My dad, instead of dropping us off at the big Mid V, or even Picadilly's, we ended up at Syed. -_-" SS3 is such a dangerous place, so much gang fights, at least not in my area, but SYED's. This time, I survived with RM 10. We ordered a drink, drank it & 5 minutes later, Suki grabbed me to this corner mamak. Well, not really a mamak, but a bar. lol. We got fatter with awesomee burgerrr.

Thursday, I skipped school, & went to KLCC with Tash & Trish by LRT. I totally love being in an LRT especially when we talk so loud, & everyone else is stoned. Tash & I had our cheeesy lasagna, go try in KLCC's food court, honestly, the best lasagna you can find ! :) We watched Time Traveller's Wife. Such a tear jerker. So sad, I cried. You go watch and cry also!

On the other hand, I ALMOST bought my gladiator heels. NOSE. I was just about to pass the money to the cashier lady and I changed my mind. I'm gonna look for more gladiators first before I make the wrong move.

That evening, I made the wrong move. Well, not on gladiators, but my FRINGE!

I always never allowed the saloon lady to cut my fringe simply cos it'll look cacat. So I decided to cut my fringe. I don't know why but I was thinking about my brother & something funny when I was cutting it & after that, shittttttt. CACAT.

I'll just wait for it to grow :(

For now, which looks better ?

fringe,

or no fringe ?

Friday, Fatin Atira's partayy ! The dress code was black & white + a little bit of purple. I had noooo ideeea what to wear, I ended up wearing my black and white dress and I stole some purple ribbon from another dress and just attached it.

Her party was in her oh-so-massive house, awesome. I remember the times we used to be super close & when I used to go there literally every week & sometimes swimming after Maths tuition & omg, Maths tuition was only both of us, haha, those days. haihhh.

Anyhoo, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FATIN ! We still have our 'loser' trademark, I bet I'll remember that for life. I'll teach my grandchildren that ! haha. No picture of her now, she looks sizzlinnn' hot. Will upload once I get it ! :)

Saturday, today. Aunty Ada's memorial service. Last night, I stayed up to 5.30am trying to finish the video presentation, memories of her. I stilll cannot believe she's gone. To think back, 3 months ago, she was perfectly healthy. Now, she's no more on Earth :( However, I'll always remember her for her kindness, & her humbleness. It was a great service, & the kids speech, made me tear a lil.

Tomorrow?

I'm grabbing my dad & my uncle to watch THIS IS IT with me.

November 6, 2008

It's been one year since then,

& I still feel you around.

Compound Cleanup

I woke up at 1.30 pm today & then, school.

So, Ghythri & I carried out our combined project, a Comm. & Club Serv. project today! ICSA had to clean the school compound. It was pretty hard for us to spot out the dirty places in school cos' honestly, our school is damn clean. So we went with

painting worn out car park lines!

& cleaning the 3 ponds in school

& cleaning the walkways.

we spotted a dead frog floating in one of the ponds!

The putting up clocks around school & adding the number of plants in our school, those are the only ones undone yet as we haven't got approval from Pn.Alainal yet!

Anyhoo, they cleaned the pond, meanwhile, the turtles were in the basin in the teacher's toilet. oooOOO you know, our teacher's toilet got FAN! Not fair! :D Okay, back to the story. I played with the turtle and the next thing is, IT BIT ME :(

I'm not talking about a small tiny turtle bittingg a bittt of my finger. Injury, deepdeep. Finger damn swollen, dad wanted to take me to hospital. -_- I survived with DETTOL instead.

Lesson learned today; we should keep the environment clean always. & hate turtles. chis!

the "after-project !" ;

see how much fun you have when you're an Interactor!

Elisha's skills, haha.

BTW, good job to all interactors who were present today! :) Those who were absent, you gonna kena.

imma starting to like Su Ann, she talks less about Kakashi nowadays! :D

The hottt pres. of ICSA ayy!

I Found Jennifer's Body At The Terry Fox Run & I Threw It Away In KL.

GASP! okay, lame nough'.

Yesterday, I missed church. I went to support the annual Cancer Research Project, Terry Fox Run! It was actually a community project for the Interact Club of Sri Aman which encouraged all interactors to be a part of this! So since I'm already missing IC events, I can't miss this one. At first, I thought it was gonna be so damn boring! But heyyy, it was funn. The walk, so muhibahhh, the hot boys also. haha.

Well, I guess it was worth it! I never exercised for a long time, this was a good thing la. I bought an XS shirt for RM 25 since the rest was sold out, this one's better than last year's one too. The run, actually it was a walk, it was too squeezy that we couldn't run was about 5km, I enjoyed it!

Then, roamed around KL with Su Ann, Jen Yeen, Tanu & Namisha for 2 hours, looking for a LRT station ! We ended up at the Sejarah places in Malaysia, Sultan Abdul Samad, Padang Merdeka & some other chaiiii chaiii places la.

Found a train station, went to Mid Valley! Watched Jennifer's Body. How was it? I was the only one who screamed in the cinema, even with eyes closed! -_- you tell me. End.

The funny thing is, after buying the Terry Terry Shirt, I only had RM 15 left. & yes, I survived KL & Mid V with that ! :)

Felix Miller

Happy 52nd Birthday, Papa! :)

will post up pictures once I get them

Well, last last last night, Friday night, the 30th of Oct, was his birthday eve! Since on his birthday, all our relatives were busy, I changed my surprise birthday party plan for him to that day. About 50 relatives came, everything was prepared, food was potluck. We had chicken briyani, chicken sambal, chicken curry, chapati, mutton, salad & purple cabbage!

Adrian's plan by telling him his car broke down in Cyberjaya didn't work, cos' my dad was already stuck in a jam on the way back from Camerons and on the way to Cyberjaya! haha. He only came back at 9.00pm, and tada, he found all of us in the hall, we started to sing the Happy Birthday song for him.

He was happy ! :)

Next day, his birthday, I wished him at midnight again - before going to sleep and 11.00am when I woke up. Since I had to do some Interact C. namecards bussiness at Pyramid, we all went there. We bought dad a new pair of brown pants and a red-white-brown-one more color stripe shirt. haha. I was dying for Mr.Teppanyaki but dad wanted to have junk food lunch at Popeye's Loisiana Kitchen! lol. First time trying it out, it's one step lower than Wendy's but not bad!

Home, slept for a while again, then followed dad to a memorial service. Had awesome food that night.

Before going to sleep, I passed dad a happy birthday card I made him! :)

Thank you always for being there for me papa; I love you ! :)

Papa

So Far, I Love Being A Bridesmaid

not the choosing the perfect dress and perfect shoes part.

For the past month, I've been trying to look for the right green, right design of a short dress, and the right shoes.

I have chosen the perfect shoes, but I keep thinking, what if I find a better one in the next 5 months. Yeah, true, but then again, then what if I don't find any and if they're sold already?

I'm so excited to be a bridesmaid, can't wait for the wedding bells in April, but somehow, it's pretty scary as well. haha.

so instead of looking for more designs, i ended up designing! lol. You know what? I've decided to make a scrap book on my journey of being a bridesmaid!

Sometimes, I think,

Haha, see why I need help? :P

Nobody Wanna See Us Together, But It Don't Matter, No, Cause' I Got You

Exams are friggin' over babyyyy! :) You know, it was the very last FINAL year exam in high school, cos' next year, the last exam would be SPM. Anyhoo, I'm so glad I don't need to stay up till 2 and snooze every 10 minutes from 3, just to wake up at 4,to study. haha. last minute studying ayy! :D

After our last paper, we went to TGI Fridays to celebrate! It was me, Tash, Trishi, Evelyn, Yamuna, Syaidah, Maegan, Nisha & Li Lian! As usual, I had my Buffalo Wings :)

Oh well, later, Trishi & Tash & I, we waxed our gorilla hairy legs. We've been studying all along, we had no choice but to have not-very-delighting' legs for a long moment! haha. Tash's first time waxing - lol, I have a video. Unfortunately, can't publicize. or she'd kill me.

Night, went for AFC.

Next day, woke up in the afternoon, got pumped up for AKON's concert. Hung out at Pyramid with Ili, Nima, Lydiya & Ain first before going off for the concert with Ili & Nima.

AKON's Concert, RM 188 ticket, the pitt. AWESOME. Caprice and Nikki, Malaysian artists, were the opening. When AKON came out, cannot see him, cos he's black ayy, lol but could see his figure la! haha. They had lights later on ;/ Well, we were all pushing each other to touch him! haha, I was lucky, he held my hand for 15 secs :D I did enjoy his concert tho there were so many ishh girls with high heels, who ended up stepping smashing my feet. Who wears high heels for a concert la? sheesh.

Had carbonara for dinner at midnight & came home at 1am!

Next day, church, I managed to wake up. After church, we had vocal' training session with Aunt Veronica. Apparently, she trains professionals and all her lessons cost about RM 200 plus for this sessions but she decided to give the church for free! So, since I totally suck at singing, I joined! :) First lesson, Diaphragmatic Breathing. Did you know, you're suppose to breath using the diaphragm? Yup, your stomach must go out and in when you breathe.

Then, went for PJ Sunday School, came home, slept. disturbed.

I'm craving for carbonara.

The Man Up There & The Plan

I was being a busy body peeping into everyone elses lives and out of everything I could do, I chose to compare theirs to mine, something that I dislike doing simply cause everyone was brought up differently.

However, it was interesting doing so, cause I just realize how blessed I am. I would not say lucky, I don't believe in luck. So, let ''blessed'' be the word.

As I look around me lately, people get what I intend for and something they don't deserve but I feel, I do. It's pretty much obvious and agreed by everyone else that I do work hard from the begining when I desire for something, they know I deserve it, as told to my face. It's heartbreaking when I find that I didn't achieve it.

BUT, a few moments later, I look back. I have to say, I see happy faces, deep struggles too. At the back, I couldn't resist but to laugh it off and thank God for chosing what's best for me. I do so much for people, actually too much, but when it comes to my need of help, I don't get that back. So since I still have a little part there, when they come back, I'll do my part and shake the unwanted dust from my hands. In a way, God's teaching me to say NO to things as well, something that's a struggle to me, I say YES to too many things.

Another moment, I wasn't happy in the place I live in right now. I was afraid fights&shouts&grumbles would be something that would seep into me and something that I would produce sometime later but it's okay, life still goes on, at least, I've been given a family, I gotta appreciatte them.

This time, I chose to look at the people worst than me, and when I did that, I feel so blessed cause literally, I am. Whatever I thought, was not right. People grow up differently. There's much much more people who go through something worst bad. I look at what they turn out when things remained untouched, and let me tell you what happened, you don't wanna know.

Then, I look at the relationship, something I don't have anymore. Other youths, like me, are enjoying theirs, I look at the one I went through, I very much envy it. It's not fair! But haha, I have friends, I've been given them, let's not ruin that.

You know what? I don't have to have it to make myself feel better. Yeah, people do adore you when I did have one, that made me special but rotten on the other side. I look at the good relationships, mine's nothing compared to theirs. Sometimes I wonder what was I even thinking! My little downfall, sigh. Until now, I still don't understand, what is LOVE? lol. funny story there, maybe I'm still immature, oh wait, I am, immature. God has a plan to me to understand that one day, I'm still young I guess! To him, that's a good thing! :) However, I still do see good youths, with good relationships, at least, they know where they're going, God has a different plan for them :) And heyy, I totally forgot, God's given me too many nice friends that I've cared less about lately, I'll change that in time.

Overall, I look at everyone who's gotten what I really want, crossing me out from the list. But on the other side, God's blessed me with many wonderful things! Travelling and exploring the world, something that I may have drooled over when I was young and knew I'll never achieve that, but now, it just falls in my hands without needing me to catch it. Those people who took my dreams, and don't achieve something better like this, I just feel so blessed. Through this, I can really see that God has a plan for me.

Little things you don't get, don't be upset, cause up ahead,

He's got something better for you.

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Some people have private and easy lives,
Some people have fabulous and itchy lives,
Some people have poor and happy lives,
Some people have grumpy and fat lives,
Some people have red and black lives,
Some people have elegant and fresh lives,
Some people have all sorts of lives!

That makes everyone different from everyone else, that makes all God's creations, unique. If course, I do have so much more to say, in fact, way too much to say. But let me just say, that I have no idea what that Man up there is up to but I'm super sure it's the best plan I could ask for. Hence, I am proud to say that I'm enjoying God's plan for me, tho it's superduperhyperdyper tough and easy at times.

Of Shoots, Autism & AFC.

Yesterday was Friday & a pre-Diwali holiday. Finally, a break from about two weeks of epic exams. They'll continue again on Wednesday, when I get back to school. sigh. Oh well, yesterday, slept for like 12 hours again! :) :) And then, woke up at 11am, Joanne R. came over, we had photoshoots! We planned to do various kinds, but only got to do one. Very indian-ish, I used mum's hot red saree. Will upload the pics when I get them soon! :)

Then, we left to MidValley+Gardens. I met up with Yamuna, Su Ann, Amsyar, Sean, Chi Kit, Fareen and a few others for Autism meeting - creating autism awareness. They're carrying out a few projects, well, I'm not realllly sure what I'm doing there or what's my role there, but I kinda know what's going on.

Then went off to meet Joanne, wandered around, Art Shop & Tony Roma's, wanted to get my bridesmaid shoes, but didn't have enough money! :(

Papa picked us up, left me in St.Paul's! I felt like joining AFC tonight, since I'm kinda free! So yeah, I met Celine and Jovenne! :) I was happy to see them. Didn't really get to catch up with them tho, I'll wait for the next outing, when we're all free. Oh Oh, guess what? I GOT PAUCHA HAIR! :P

Like Celine said, it's a very hard when you have three people with ages 16,17,18. Last year, Jov was busy with SPM, and me, PMR. This year, Cel's busy with SPM. Next year, and forever? I'll be busy :P

It was a great day tho, & I just realized, I need to jog jog.

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On the other hand, finals are gonna be over this Friday. I've got around 3 weeks to spend with friends here before I leave Malaysia for a MONTH! I don't know if that's good or bad, but i'll find out soon! :) I'll be tagging along with my sister and her friends in New Zealand, and then to Australia! My plans here include;

♣spending time with the bestfriends & friends! :)

♣more partiesss please?

♣taking my role as a woman at home, the house is in a mess!

I'll start with the garden which was left untouched for monthsss!

& hmm, the hall needs re-painting. I've got GOLD color included.

♣ oooOOO, dance class :) hip hop or salsa?

BTW, I've been addicted to Jay Z feat.Rihanna & Kanyayy's Run This Town video. I know it's old but it's too scary'&hott, I like.

MTV; Taking The Stage

One of the nights lately, I turned on MTV. A pretty much interesting program caught my eye, well, maybe just the guy. haha! Well, Taking The Stage, the next happening reality series on Asia's MTV, really got me excited. I only watched it 5 minutes of the first episode, and I'm already addicted to it! And I guess it's worth it! You know whyyyyyyy??? Hmmm, let me tell you whyy.

TYLER

I'm head over heels, babyyy :)

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I immediately downloaded the whole series of Season 1, which only consists of 8 episodes! :( And I watched the whole thing! I'm glad he and thattt ballerina broke up at the end! Yayyy! :) haha! The next season is still shooting! I can't wait to see you again, Tylerrr.

Honestly,

I miss all this so-highschool-feeling esp. the drooling-over-guys part. I guess it's better for me to be a so-highschool-student, after all. If you get what I mean ;)

The Voyage of The Dawn Treader

You guys know I'm crazy about The Chronicles of Narnia right? haha, too bad I'm back with something about it!

The third movie is currently filming, The Voyage of The Dawn Treader. This one's about where Lucy and Edmund return to Narnia with their cousin, and they meet Prince Caspian - now King Caspian who's on board! He's actually looking for the seven lost Lord's of Narnia, which he promised Aslan (the Lion) - previously. Reepicheep (I like his name! tho it sounds like an insect) (oh, he's a good guy!) is also one of them who promised to find the seas of the UtterEast. When they land on an island, Lone Islands if I'm not mistaken, which is supposed to be a Narnian city' la, but they got kidnapped by a slave trader to be sold! But before they reach the market, a man appears to buy King Caspian! That man, was apparently one of the lost Lords and his name is Lord Bern! (reminds me of Bernie, haha!) Then, then, King Casp. reveals himself as the King Casp. la. Before they leave that island, King Caspian overthrows the current greedy governor, and replaces him with Lord Bern! haha. I've said too much from what I read! lol. Well, the story kinda begins from there la! Can't wait can't wait!!!

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Sigh,

Guess what?

The movie's only out next year.

Like 10th of December 2009,

when I'm sitting for my SPM,

greattttt

Happy Birthday, Mummy

Last night, we surprised mummy with a Dorothy Perkins' bag in her bedroom at 12.00am since it was her birthday ! Adrian went to buy it since I was so busy with PMR. I presented her a card as well! :) She was so happy with it, she smiled so soooo widely!

Then, this morning, on her birthday, she prayed for me before I left for school like she did every other normal day. Since I woke up late today, papa sent me to school, mum followed too!

Papa took her out for lunch, without me. Since I was such a disturbance having tuition.

For dinner just now, we had a small celebration with her brother's family and us, we got her a cake, just like how we got everyone one of us a birthday cake on each birthday. Dinner tonight was KFC. Celebrating this special occassion today, I could see that she was very much happy!

Tomorrow's her big SURPRISE party, too excited!

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So that's what happened exactly one year ago, wish I could have that all again today.

;;; It's been a sad sad day today, not being able to think of what to get you for your birthday, and to give you a big hug and a kiss on this special day, just not being able to celebrate your birthday.

I think the last time she read my blog was the last post I did for her on her 50th birthday last year :( She liked the colorfulness of my blog :)

;;; tho you're not here today, I still want to wish you like I did every other year; minus the precious hugs & kisses,

Happy Birthday, Mummy. ♥

Sri Aman's Final Year Examination

Since I can't get my hands off the computer, I'll keep updating on my papers everyday. I'm just up for this exam this time, something that I used to love feeling the last time I really cared about exams, like last year? So, I'm trying to absorb as much as I can in that poor little brain of mine. My aim for this exam is to get back to myself, where all the straight As return too. As well as getting myself back in the first class next year, it's my senior year, I want to make the best of it! So, let's just see how it goes :) Pray for me, that's if you're nice :P

7th of October 2009,

I kept waking up at least once in 2 hours last night. I was shittt scared cos I didn't remember study (much) of the Moral nilais and tamaduns in Sejarah (Paper 2). To be honest, I kinda knew what was coming out, thanks to some kind teachers. The paper came, I was practically finished half a ink of my pilot pen. I had to crap and crap and crap, and crap, and crap. Some questions were decided to be left alone and not to be bothered. BUTTT, I then decided to crap and crap and crap and crap and crapppp. So for now, I just hope the crapping works :) Halfway, I was actually busy calculating how much do I have to get to score an A.

8th of October 2009,

Physics (Paper 2), don't ask; stupid principles. Bahasa Malaysia (Paper 1), peribahasa totally saves, I like! I used all the power power - muhibahh words! Hope the results also turn out so muhibahh!

9th of October 2009,

Chemistry (Paper 2), the one of half hours of sleep last night, wasn't worth it. Paper totally sucked, I forgot EVERYTHING, like just blank. WHAT INDUSTRIES USE THE NEUTRALIZATION PROCESS? Shampoo industry -.-

English (Paper 1), good paper but pretty much depressing. I wrote 1200 words for the two essays. The second one, I chose to write an essay where we had to end it with, I realized my mother was right all the time. It was her birthday today, it was so easy to write, but just that I cried writting the essay, at the last part. Cos' literally, I was touched by my own essay.

13th of October 2009,

Biology (Paper 2) and Addmaths (Paper 2), Oh dearrr.

Have you seen me PMS-ing ah!? Have you seen the part where I scrape off all the cement of the wall?! Yeah, that explains how these two shittt papers felt, gggrrrr. fail fail failllll

14th of October 2009,

Bahasa Malaysia (paper 2).

I was aiming for a 90 + for this paper, but let's just make it 70 +, gahh! Never write too much tho it's all correct and it's all that's in your mind. Just write what they want so that you actually have time to finish the rest of the questions.

I DIDN''T FINISH MY FRIGGINNN PAPER! and it's so damn depressingggg, like DAMNNN.

ughhh, DAMMITTT!!!!!!!

(PMS-ing)

Of Religions & Silly Mistakes & Drugs'.

I should have listened to the close people around me,

friends, bestfriends & the family,

but I turned away simply cos I didn't think it was not right.

However, you know what?

they were right,

I,

was wrong.

I'm much more happier now,

it's good that i'm finally able see myself again

& I'm pretty sure I made the right decision.

Tho I still worry,

I actually do have a life,

and I'm going to live it up!

It's my turn to get up, and do something :)

Lydia Miller is weak,

no more.

Sunflower Has Powerrr

I don't care how ugly they are, i'm undergoing a

sunflowerstress.

My dad brought back some beautiful bright yellow sunflowers from Camerons, & I started to admire it while taking a break from nerding.

Then, I wanted ONE nice picture with it.

Or maybe just a FEW more....

But look what happened after that;

Kantoiii! :P

see what the education nowadays does to your children?

I bet this is worst than your days.

Finals start in 3 days, ohhh lorrrd.

World Peace Day!

So, yesterday was World Peace Day, I never knew this day existed, did you? :) Everyday, I look forward to Miss Jessica's English class as she prepares all sorts of interesting activities for every lesson.

notice the peace signs! :)

Since it was World Peace Day, we had to come up with a poem, a speech, a mime, a skit or a song. Mae and I wasn't prepared as our other group partner, Trishi was absent! At first we thought, ohh, let's just tell teacher Trishi's absent and we'll be excused! but Mae who was later on, playing a guitar that one of our classmates brought, she showed me a song, and I thought, why don't we use this for our presentation instead! After agreeing, we added a few more verses in our song - in just 20 minutes before the presentation, also parcticed it in that duration of time.

The world will be a better place

if we care for everybody,

Give love your family and friends

and all the strangers by the street.

I love you and you love me

see aren't we very happy,

So everybody sing with me

let's spread world peace!

Children in Afghanistan

are very very hungry,

So people do some charity

let's put a smile on their face.

There's more, but will update this post when I get the next stanzas that I forgot, from Mae, hopefully she remembers!

It was such a lovely song, she played the guitar and we sang, for world peace.

It was Miss Jessica's last day in school too, again she had something interesting for us. She gave us an envelope with our names written with a crayon on it. She included a really nice accessory all the way from Sabah, look at the first picture above, notice the redblack&white on my hand, i've decided to add it to my anklet collection! My letter was short just like everyone elses too but mine, really did touch me, it said;

Dear Lydia,

You have amazing strength within you, and beauty both inside and out. I know you'll go far in life, and I pray you'll walk with God every step of the way.

♥,

Ms. Jessica.

We celebrated World Peace Day yo! :P

I'll miss her and all the lessons that she has taught us, I believe that she will do well in her future, as a teacher, as I can already see, she's going to touch every students heart :) I'm glad to have her as a part of my journey :) I'll remember her for teaching me, WORLD PEACE, as we all know, we need this!

peaceee-outt, everybody :P

She's Finally Set Free; 30th October 2009.

Aunty Ada Elizabeth Henry, my aunt, who looks more like 56 years young or even younger than her real age, 65. She's actually my grandaunt, mum's mum's sister. But since she and mum was almost around the same generation, she called her Ada, and I just called her 'aunty' ever since I was young. She was a close family to us, to me. I remember when I was 4, I celebrated my birthday at my nanny's house, greatgrandmother. Aunty Ada just lived a row below her house, and at my little birthday party, I remember seeing her walking up from her house, holding somewhat like a tray, it was pink. For a moment I thought it was just food for my party but when she came closer, reaching the gate, it was actually a big huge dollhouse, in pink. I used to love pink that time as well as Barbie Dolls, but they were just too expensive for my dad that I only had one Barbie Doll, so obviously, I was happy with this dollhouse! It was half the size of me, that time. I immediately ran to her, with a big smile on my face, meeting her wide smile, she said, " This is for you, Happy Birthday. " I can always remember that moment until now.

She was also a headmistress of a kindergaten in St.Paul's church, and was still until her very last moments. When I was 11 years or 10, she took the kindergarten kids to Mineswonderland, to add to that, she invited me as well. Through my mum, she knew i loved to go to these places, when I was young. It was a fun experience I had, with a few cousins and the kindergarten kids, and also with her. I remember sitting on the little 'roller-coaster' ride with her and she would be screaming at all the kids in front to put their hands at the side, be careful and not to scream :)

When I got my period, I was 12 if I'm not mistaken, it was my very much special day it seems. People fed me raw egg and some other disgusting stuffs. Well, Aunty Ada, got me some indian thing called kali which does not give you so much tummy pain when you PMS, i think. It's like nestum - taste slightly sweet, and it was tasty, and it wasn't disgusting! To add to that, she got me this beautiful shiny blue glittery modern punjabi suit, and that was the best present that I received for that occasion, other than money :P I still have that until now, just that I can't fit into it anymore, I'd prolly give my children this, and tell them these little stories about Aunty Ada.

We found out that she had cancer, just about a month ago, and the next thing was, she only had 6 months to live. When I heard that, I was shocked, just like everyone else. She was completely fine 3 months ago, like perfect when you see her. She's the type of person where you can't even tell she had a flu. She was just, healthy. I've never seen her being angry about something. She took care of so many sick people, my other grandaunt who suffered of leukemia, my 90 plus old nanny and my mum who also suffered of cancer last year. She even took care of my granddad on dad's side when he was sick. I remember when how people gave me negative comments when my mum was ill last year, Aunty Ada was always there to give me a lot of support, she was at the hospital almost everyday, she even stayed many nights at the hospital to take care of mum.

She would always wake up at 5am (I myself complain when I even have to get up at 10am) and cook for her family and also others too. In her house, when visitors come, she wouldn't let us leave the house if we don't have some bites and a cup of coffee, milo or a cold drink. Througout the whole year, since mum wasn't here, she would always come and visit us in the evening like once to trice' in two weeks where Kak Merlin and I would only be at home, with Stephanie. She would sometimes send food over, say once or twice a week. She wouldn't complain about anything, she was always giving, always loved children, always humble.

During her last moments on earth, I wasn't there when she went off, but I watched her going off little by little everyday as she got weaker and her heartbeat got faster. 3 weeks before this happened, tho she was very sick, really weak, she still sent me dinner. That really did touch my heart too. 1 and a half weeks ago, I remember when she was alone in the room and lying down on the bed, she was weak, and I was supposed to walk to my other cousins house nearby, and I gave her a hug and I told her I was going, she asked how? and I said walking, she immediately stopped me and she held my hand, and she screamed her son's name from the room and asked him to send me. She really did care for my safety, I bet she cared for everyone elses too.

She was the KINDEST person I've ever came across in my life.

It may not sound like it is, but I really do mean that, cause she, really, was the kindest person I've ever met in my life. I'll remember these few moments I shared with her, and also the others too.

She was another loving person, I didn't expect her to go so fast too.

Goodbye, Aunty Ada.

I'll miss you, very very much.

Movies

On Saturday, I went out with Kim and her mum. It was fun watching one of the latest action movies, GAMER. If you like bombs, you'll love it. It's like being a real life player on a playstation game, they control you. Reminds me of the games of my brothers that I used to play on his X-Box, too much violence! The next time I play XBOX again, I'm gonna be thinking I'm controlling real life people. Anyhoo, I'm not a very action kind of person (haha), i'm more of chick flicks, when it comes to movies :)

Two weeks before that, my brother took me out, for a movie too. The Ugly Truth, let me tell you, the truth was veryyy ugly (nayy?:P). It was such a naughty movie! I expected it to be something more comedy-ish and lovelaff but it turned out to be hmm...nottty. However, some scenes were pretty funny la. I loved the last scene on the hot air ballooon, the view, ahhh, so beautiful. Overall, it was an O-kay movie, for me.

A week later, I uggghhh'ed when I was forced to watch it again with Tash, Trishi and Mae. This was pretty funny, we went to KLCC, and when we went to get these 18 and above tickets, Tash and I and maybe Trishi could obviously pass this, but haha, i saw the guy at the counter looking at Trishi or Mae and he was like, can I have your IC please? and Tash, oh, we're both (points to me) above 18. Him, yeah, IC? Tash, I don't have mine here. Me, pretends to check purse, oh shittt, i forgot to bring it! Him, oh mmm. i'm sorry. cannot. So you know what we did? Since we were smart enough, we got this Chinese lady who looks 20-ish to get us tickets. Mission completed! We got our tickets! :) haha!

Pa, please don't be mad, the good girl, Tasha's idea. haha?

The movie was still notty okay. Basically, I did nothing wrong la, right? cause I already watched it with my brother who's like 22 years OLD, I just meant 18 and above. And now I'm watching it AGAIN, so makes no difference. So, that means I'm innocent la!

sarong is sexyyy :P

During the holidays, I drooled over Saif Ali Khan for a week. Still drooling. haha. He's just too hot for a Hindi actor :P I watched Salaam Namaste, the DVD I bought from Singapore recently ! I know it's an old movie, I think it came out 2 years ago but I've always always wanted to watch it butttt procrastinating was is my favourite word. So yeah, finally got to watch it! The heroin in this movie was Preity Zinta, she is really really pretty ! :) It's about how this guy and a girl meets on a radio channel called Salaam Namaste and they got interested into each other and they tried living together and then the girl gets pregnant and the guy wants to abort the baby and then the girl does not and goes through all the hard parts all alone and then before giving birth, the guy realises it and the guy apologizes and proposes to her when she was giving birth and then she says yes, and then they get twins! Sorry for ruining it if you haven't watched it. However, it's still a great Hindi movie! :) MUST watch; I rate this 3rd best Hindi movie I've ever watched.

Oh yes, a few years back, I watch half of this Hindi movie where this couple falls in love, and people are trying to kill the guy and they kill him, but the woman finds him 3 months later, the same face, maybe his twin? or maybe his not dead yet? I don't know, like I said, I watched half, simply cos I watched it in a VCD form and I broke the 3rd CD, that alsooo I dunno why. Anyone know this movie? I know the heroin was Hrithik Roshan, the other hot one. haha! :) Help help. I'm been investigating deeply on this movie, like once in a year. I loved this movie!

Next mission, must complete watching this movie. Before that, YOU, help me find this movie!

When Love Hurts

If your heart could talk,
tell me, what would it say?

Would it apologize deep in its soul
that things worked out this way?

Or would it laugh with a deep hollow sound,
that game you always play?

I see the taunting in your eyes,
every second of every day.

If your heart could listen,
tell me, what would it hear?

The crack of my heart shattering
or the rhythmic echo of tears?

Or maybe a gasp of failing breath
caused by your wake of lonely fear?

My mind is slowly dying
because it made me feel so unclear.

If your heart could touch,
tell me, what would if feel?

Would it reach out for this flesh and blood,
you can't deny is real?

Or would it bask in such delight,
waiting for my final appeal?

I sit here, now that the damage is done,
your conscience is so unreal.

If your heart had vision,
tell me, what would it see?

That cold and icy bitterness inside
that only you can be?

Or would it ever realize it's all alone,
for I will no longer plea?

Would it ever stop looking beyond its sight,
tell me, would it ever see me?

4 months;

short,

but precious&meaningful,

I would continue this dream,

but before it's too late,

I've made my decision.

So let me just say,

it's over.

Like you said,

Life is simple, we just make it complicated.

They're Enganged! :)

So my brother, Adrian finally announced to us, family that he's getting married! I actually heard it from my sister at first and I started crying! I don't know why, but I've always been waiting for my brother to get married. haha! Well, finally he is! Meet the future sister-in-law, Erin Chong! or hmm, soon to be, Erin Miller :) haha.

They're engaged! They're engaged!

Congrats to them :)

I'm really excited for this wedding ! The first Miller in the' generation' to get married, also the first sibling of mine to get married! Aiks! I think I'm more excited than they are! haha!
It's been ages since the last wedding in the big family. Really really excited for this! I pray that all the preps they make for this wedding will go on well.

Oh well, the wedding's only next year in March/April, and I'm gonna be the bridesmaid !!! together with my sister and Michelle - Erin's sister. I'm really really excited, already started to look for bridesmaids dresses, can't find any yet! :( Before that, I need to know what does bridesmaids really do, and why do they even have bridesmaids in weddings?

Brideeeeeeee!

will be continued.

and again, I'm soooo excited!! ahah!

Singapore, It's Getting Old. & Hmmm, Crabs !

Just got back from a short holiday in Singapore. It's getting boring now! You see, last time, we used to go there often with my siblings, mum & dad and we would have tons of relatives to visit over there! Even the animals in the big zoo in Singapore. I remember the fun we used to have during the childhood days - we used to go there every Chinese New Year holidays, it used to be so fun - the moments with all the cousins uncles aunties and we'd go shopping & visit the Singapore Zoo together! Now, everyone's away - migrating & busy with their own studies and stuff. Hmmm, i want those moments back ! :( Shopping there also not so great anymore, I think Malaysia has gone maju in this! really! Well, the tourism board there spends a lot on celebrations - you can find greatt greattt decos along the road and all la but still, our tradition and food beats them! :) Made me love Malaysia more! Howeverrrr, Singapore IS still a very beautiful country!

Anyways, I still enjoyed the seafood night with 7 of us, tho just me & my uncle & the other uncle could only eat them! 2 months ago, I found out that I'm allergic to seafood too, just like my dad! except FISH! But heyyy, my mum was a seafood lover! She loved CRABS, I too love CRABS! However, I hate other seafood! I hate sotong so much that I can't even look at it. It's so weird, I got like a mix genes from both my parents - love crabs but hate seafood. So yeah, my point is, tho I'm allergic to seafood, I still had the crabs :) It was finger lickinn' goood! :P

Pocket Full Of Sunshine.

I'll be off to Singapore tomorrow for a short holiday & will be back on Monday ! :)

N.F.R.

She knows she made a big mistake,

now,

she's stuck.

Indian Man Loses It In An Airplane!

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

INDIAN GUY PANICS IN THE PLANE !!!!

AHAHHA!
I LOVE INDIAN MEN WEYY!

The 09 Day!

So today's the special date of the year, why? Cos when you writhe the date in numbers, it ends up like this;

09.09.09

Tho nothing really special happened today, except the fact that I had to come back early from school because I was sick, I find this day really unique. You can never get 9th of September 2009 again. Yes, you can't get the other dates too, but the next 09.09.09 would only fall on 9th September 2109, and I'd probably be dead by then.

I'm gonna make this day special,

hmmm,

let's finish kerja amal.

I'm sorry to bore you :P

IC La Salle's Dance Off !

Private to Public to Private to Public to Private....

At first I thought, I can blog privately with only a few trusted ones reading what I want to say about things that I would only share to a few people. Yep, that includes all the anger and fustrations too! But you know what, I realise, what's the point? They're just gonna know and start giving me advises about it which also includes the world. However, it's MY problem, why do I have to tell the whole world every single thing. I need a privacy for MYSELF too, so whats the point of private blogging when it's not really private after all. So I've made my conclusion on this problem, some problems - just keep it to myself. Most issues, I don't need the whole world to know. Also cos' private blogging, can't be trusted as well. Haih, I should just blog about problems like this one.

Just like my uncle advised, blog positively always & that'll help you.

I'm gonna try my best to do that! :)

Another Hit To Come.

Cancer

is just a 6 letter word with a little devil living in it.

Someone who is close to me, someone who just sent me dinner, was told that she has that evil pain in her body with no hope of cure and was told that she only has 6 months to live.

Hopeless they say, but you know what,

MIRACLES

do exist.

Please pray for her.

PLEASE.

She's one of the most loving person I've ever met in my life.

Someone who also took care of me.

ICCPJ 2009/2010 Elections & Holidays!

Today, I attended the ICCPJ Elections for the next board. Apparently, all the board of directors, old and new were supposed to be there, so I went laa. So, this is the new board, ICCPJ 2009/2010!

Chairperson : Int. Amsyar (SMK (L) La Salle)

Honorary Secretary: Int. Victoria (SMK (P) Assunta)

Honorary Treasurer: Int. New Su Ann (SMK (P) Sri Aman)

Information Officer: Int. Karthik (SMJK Catholic)

CONGRATS TO THEM!! :)

Tomorrow we, Malaysian high school students, start our National Day holidays, Merdeka laaa. This holiday only lasts for a week. sad face. However, I had last minute unexpected big plans, all planned a few days ago! :) I'll be starting my holidays in Port Dickson tomorrow till Sunday,22nd till 23rd, Sunday School Camp yo! :P It's my mum's side of the church - Pentecostal Church and it's the Petaling Jaya side of the Sunday School and since my cousins were the ones organising this and most of my little cousins are also tagging along, I decided to go ! Well, after I come back, Monday the 24th, I'm leaving to EUROPE! My dad's going on a business trip and he asked me if I wanted to follow, and at first I rejected as my original plan was to hang out everyday with my friends esp. the close ones as I've been alwaysALWAYS busy! Anyhooo, later, I decided to tag along with my dad. And I'll be back on Monday the 31st! So there goes my merdekaa holidays! Friends are always here but a chance to go to Europe, only comes ONCE in a while. I promise you, the next holidays, I'm sticking my butt here,

just for my friends.

HAPPY MERDEKA HOLIDAYS, EVERYONE! :)

The Chronicles of Narnia.

So, one day, before my exams, I walked in Glad Sounds with my dad, and I was checking out the books and I came across the whole collection of The Chronicles of Narnia and I went all ahhhh! about it and my dad asked if I wanted it, and I looked at the price and I went mmmmm, no, it's too expensive! It was RM 249.90 and he said, hhmmm, make sure you share with your friends too or not there's no point buying it at this price. So yeah, got it and I got sooo pumped up to open it and read it! until he said

"You only can read it after your exams, promise me that."

mmmmm.

Well, I kept that, but I've been looking at it everyday, waiting to open it! And finally, I opened it today! I've already read the first half of the first book! I'm so excited to read the others!

Honestly, I'm not a fan of Harry Potter but The Chronicles of Narnia, I'm a bigg bigggg bigggggg fan of it :)

I'm gonna keep these books for my grandchildren too :)

August Test 2009, Over?

i simply love this ostritchhh face!

classic hmm? :P

Our third exam of the year officially finished today. Well, it was supposed to finish last week but due to students falling sick and the school took precautions on the H1N1 virus , so they decided to shut down school for a week. We managed to finish our first 3 papers before school by then! So, they postponed our other exams to yesterday -17th Aug and today - 18th. I manage to sit for yesterdays papers - it was Oo -kayyy la.

Today morning, I had to miss the other 3 papers. Vomitting 3 times in hmmm, 3-4 hours last night night and with a fever, i felt soo weak! So yeah, didn't sit for the papers. Dad took me to the clinic this morn and the doctor, one of my fav. docs but he talk damn slowww! I was in the room for like half an hour! He said it's prolly gastric caused by stress with exams. hmmm, stress? :P He was angry' with the specialist - where I had to take the colonoscopy test - remember? yeah, he didn't do a good job at it! So he ended up calling him and he said, prolly gastric and they don't find any prob with me. Ah well, he gave me some medication. and an injection on my buttttt! ouch.

Studies, the fact that I improved from failing (E) BIO in the previous exam to obtaining an A. I hope I did well in all the other papers as well. I did study this time :P

Holidays are next week & I hope I'll enjoy myself! I'm back blogging! :) yayyy.

I'm still holding on to Him :)

A Christian song that's been playing in my head again & again & again & again & again & again....& again. If you're interested - go listen to Hillsong's All That I Am ;)

Into Your hands
I commit again
With all I am, for You, Lord
You hold my world
In the palm of Your hand
And I am Yours forever.

Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You’re the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am.

I’ll walk with You
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I’ll trust in You
And I will live
In all of Your ways
And Your promises, forever.

I will worship
I will worship, You :)

Huh?

Prooving to you, I AM in lost city.

I'm not supposed to be here; my dad practically 'grounds' me from everything now :D

Ah well, I've been dying to blog about so many things! So many interesting & smelly stuffs coming in my life and I've been wanting to type ALL of them ever sincee... hmmm, i forgot. A longggggg longggggggg time ago for sure !

I wish I could do that now, but Sri Aman closed down last week due to the H1N1 virusss and they've postponed half of my other exams next week & right now, i'm still busy studying. catching up with homeworks. dot dot dott. and sleeping.

Haihh, more of.. 'groundeddd' or just not allowed to do some interesting stuffs, or something that I'd like to do; I'd just spend my QUALITY time, wasting it by lazing around. That's the only thing I could do :D

I've got so many things to complete & I'm just stuck now. I've got no idea what the hell am I up to at times & sigh, I'm just still really really really lostt.

I'll be back next week !

Trishi P. & Juli Wong

I'm sorry I 'forgot' your birthday. You'll get your emo' letter soon, at your party :) Get some tissues readdyy, ponge' box.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, TRISHHOOO :)

Lafff you still, tofu face!

The only person I know that can really really read minds, it's pretty scary! ;)

I know a secret of hers!!! You want to know who she dated once?? I'm not telling! :D

Juli, we must have another gossip-reading minds session again! like we had at Sup. Camp! with Chong too :)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, JULI WONG! :)

I laff you too :D

ICSA 2009/2010 INSTALLATION

It is something that you don't want to miss. Come and witness the most amazing event. It will be something you will never forget.

DOORS CLOSE AT 10.00AM.

Unravel the theme yourself;

Right now,
I am an enigma you are dying to answer,
Dim the lights,
Dear, captain hook is trying to end his sentence,
Least you get in trouble,
Elated, for I am a clue that is valuable.

Got it? :) If you really want the answer of this riddle, you'd have to come and experience it yourself. It is definitely something different.

For more information, please feel free to contact us! :)
Int. New Su Ann -016-2097010
Int. Lydia Miller- 017-3399829

p/s: if you're my friend, PLEASE BE THERE :)

the making of my karangan.

pendahuluan:

-loosing my blogging drive!

-not very long ago, i had time for almost everything but now, I don't even have 5 minutes to blog

-being busy lately made me forget so many things and I just realize how time flies in a blink of an eye ;)

the isi - isi penting:

-my BIG issue with the f ;

-busy busy life in school;

-chairperson'ing my most major project, ICSA 2009/2010 Installation;

-the difficulty I go through everyday, trying to study;

-last but not least, the eye bags.

penutup:

time is flying too fast, my body feels tired, my life is a messed up video.

Boom Boom, Pow.

I was supposed to blog about Australia in this post - but perhaps, I need a lot of time for that! :)

What have I been up to after that?
BEING UNDER 'HOUSE ARREST' - STUDYING - PRACTICING PIANO - YAMUNA'S PARTY - CHEER 2009!


Well, due to my really really bad results from Mid Term Exams, and open day came and yada yada, I fail TWO subjects. you should know what happened. SOOoo, my dad + siblings' used force on me, made me study, practice piano, they even locked the computer :/ (But I have my ways of 'sneaking' into it :P) haha. I swear it feels like I have 3 parents. and it.is.not.a.good.thing. AT ALL.

Then, Yamuna's party on Friday night. I smsed papa (from school) and asked him if I could go, since everybody was going for it, and she's one of my close friend who has helped me a lot too, and I owe her a lot. (I know you're going all 'AWWW' now, mamunahh :P) Well, dad allowed me but he didn't allow me to go for Cheer 2009 the next day. Yamuna's b'day was fun :) she had poolside party at Maxwell Towers. Kim and I had funn! :) Bernie still needs to teach us how to frog swim! There were a lot of Interact friends who came. Yew Wing - with the superbiggg bodyy, just picture The Hulk la, haha, He kept pushing me inside the pool! And when you try to push him, tho he's 1 inch away from it, you'll end up in the pool instead. sigh. That includes Bernie, Chandr & Yam, all these pool pushers' ah. sighhh. I managed to drag Phar into the poool :)) :)) andand I was drugged! by Jonathan AC & Phar, they got me to try the laughing gas! I tried it, it's super funny trying it out la. It's like you're trying to control your laugh but like you're just laughinggg! geddit? It controls your mind laa. While TRYING to control my laugh, I was scared I was gonna faint o something, so I tried to keep my eyes wide OPEN, and I was just wondering how stooopid my face was that time. Then suddenly, Kim came, ''YOUR SISTER'S HERE!'' I immediately jumped up pointing at her face, and LAUGHING AT HER, for no particular reason. Can picture that? omg, I look so stupid. I came home, still straight from the pool, I investigated the laughing gas on the net, it's DRUG. go google it! & i'm never trying this laughing gas anymore. That was my first&last :D Had so much fun tho! :) again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YAMUNA! :P I loveeloveeyouu.

Next day, I was supposed to be in Cheer 2009 but unfortunately, I had to do Addmaths with my sister the whole day - IT WAS A TORTURE. I owe an apology to Assuntarians - esp. Sarah L. & Christine! I'm sorry for not attending your IC Installation :) Really wanted to come, but was grounded :/ I promise to support & attend the next events organized by yall! :)

Cheer 2009, I only managed to go on the final day, Day 2. Let me tell you something, attending cheer for the 4th time and not competing in it for the 1st time, is VERY heart breaking. The last 3 years, I competed in it - 2 years in B'Starz and a year in D'Starz and it was just a great experience la. I had hellova funn, I practically' grew up (3 years) with those teams. I really felttt like crying when I entered that stadium that morn, the past years, that feeling was '' OMG, this is it, CHEER has finally arrived'' and that morn, it's "oh damnnn, i'm not competing in cheer! sobsob!". There were so many teams who really did buck up this year, the bad ones went upp and the good ones went down. I was there to support, of course, my ex-team, D'STARZ! :)

I think they did a good job. I'm not really sure what exactly happened on the first day, but I watched them perform the 2nd day, and they were sharp & synchronized, stunts did fall but they were still good. I guess this year's cheer standard got a lil higher! :) D'Starz didn't get what they expected, they got the 17th placing out of 41 teams. I still love D'STARZ!

Congratz to 2nd runner-up, CALYX!
I supported them too, as Sharon&Shalinee&Amelia were in it!
they took home 3 awards, Best Dressed & 1st runner-up for Best Make Up too.
am really proud of Shalinee, the captain. She really did a great job! :)
1st runner-up, Shirtliff.
and last but not least, Champs, BLITZERZ! :)
they won Best Supporters award too.

stunts may fall, but they still can go back up.
Spirit up, D'STARZ! :)
hmm, cheer again next year?
can I handle it?
hmmmm.

It's Getting Deeper Everday.

I've been sitting here for 20 minutes trying to start what I want need to express on the problems I've been facing with but there's just too many to be typed & I myself do not know where to start. Thinking againnn, I realised I should stop blogging about ALL my problems and telling the whole world about it tho it helps me by not keeping all my anger inside me. Well, at least I have expressed a bit of all that to my close ones, the ones I can trust. Lately, these things have been leading me to bad migrains and of course, I hate it. I'm just so fed up. These problems have been going for a long time already, and now I don't feel like giving a damn bout all that. Cause' at the end of the day, I realise I only live watching anger everyday. And THAT, has been slowly creeping into me little by little. I don't want that to take over me, so I'm just gonna do whatever I feel is right for myself from now on whether you like or not.

I once used to be close but don't blame me if you people say I've changed, think about yourself first. That's why I did.

and yet,

I still,

love them.

Short Update

I'm back from Australia, without a swine flu :) It was a good family trip, thank you papa&mummy for this :) Australia was beautiful & I'll update on that soon.

Otherwise, I'm on quarantine leave from school for a week as they aren't allowing me to go back yet, they're taking precautions on the swine flu. I miss all my friends but I'm having a pretty much good holiday, I've only gone back to school for 4 days after the Mid-Term Break and then another 2 weeks of hols? That's pretty much a month of hols. Oh man, the homeworks&catching up, sigh.

Currently addicted to Out Of This Club by Pussycat Dolls. You can listen to it on my music player' at the side ;)

Envee,

It's an hour before I leave for Australia yo!

Now, I'm excited :)

Tagged by ShalineeRawiiii ♥

1.Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
hugss&cuddless are better ;)
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
I'm leaving to Australia in 3 hours, I gotta start packing.
3.Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Stephanieee.

4.Would you consider yourself spoilt?
of course, dad's spoils me, a lot & I don't like it ;P at timess. haha.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
yup.
6.have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
yup.

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
MOJO JOJO!!
8.What does your last message say?
I'll take care of Steph! :D haha. Where you now? What time you going to the airport. I'm gonna miss you!
9.What are you thinking right now?
I'm so stubborn at packing bagss. I'm bringing my whole wardrobe!
10.Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Superman? nyahhaa

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
1.40 am.
12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Dad got it for me from ENVEE.
13.Is someone in your mind right now?
yup. The Grinch! haha.

14.who was the last person who text you?
Vaenu.

10 "lucky" people do this quiz.you've been tag(:
Kim, Mag, Juli, Christine, Mel, Megan, Lydiya, Mae, Ryan, Yu Hong.

Promoting?

So, these are two events taking place on the next two Saturdays and I want to attend them but I won't be able to simply because I won't be in Malaysia! :( Well, I'm gonna help them to promote la as some of them participating in these are my friends :) So show your support and attend them as I know it'll be two successful events! :)

copied&pastedfromJuLi'sblog

ASSUNTA'S INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY + CARNIVAL

Its an International Understanding Day + Carnival organized by the Interact Club of SMK Assunta.

There will be performances, great food, awesome games..etc

Help us to help them raise RM 20, 000 for a charitable organization in Africa - Cherish Uganda.

Grab this t-shirt to help feed a starving child.

I think it's sold at RM 20.

Gogogooo! And buy your coupons from JuLi ;)

JuLi, save me a shirt!

I HAVE A DREAM

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Sri Aman's very own musical drama, I Have A Dream. Pn.Christina, one of my fav teachers together with other teachers have been working so hard on this to produce a successful one. I got a chance to peep in their practices, and I love all their hard work and I see funnn, I regret not taking part in it! :/ Well, I'm not gonna be in Malaysia - so no big deal lahh. So, again, gogoGO!!

Ticket pricing are as follows;

I'm pretty much sure it's worth it :)

Matinee Show

RM10 - for Sri Aman students only

RM20 - for everyone else

Night Show

RM100 - Center seats, first 4 front rows (15 seats on each row)

RM50 - Center seats, 5th to 10th rows

RM30 - The remainder seats at the center back (about 60 seats)

RM50 - Front side left & right, about ten rows each & the remainder rows at the back are RM30

RM20 - All upstairs seats

The Circus Carnival & IU Day

I don't wanna say much about this, I'll keep it short. Well, Tanu and I were the Chairpersons for this Comm. Serv. project. Interact Club organised a carnival for the orphans with the theme of The Circus Carnival. There were about 70 orphans from 6 homes who attended this carnival. We had a few activities such as games, telematches', a clown show and coloring contest. Then, later, refreshments. We were also busy planning for the I.U. Day, so I was busy running around trying my best to help out tho the situation was so huru-hara. It didn't really go on as we planned due to some probs & misunderstandings but when I had a glance at these kids once, the expressions they had on their faces did show that they were having pretty much fun :) That was the whole point and I think we manage to achieve that part.

Next was our International Understanding Day, we had an Egyptian theme; The Labyrinth of Egypt. Tanu & I was in charge of performances. We had Suki's fashion show, a sketch, a few singing and a combined performance of a few Sri Amanians and BBians. I participated in the fashion show and the combined performance - bhangra which I enjoyed most in the IU.

Later, went to A&W with a few friends, let's just say - we laughed the whole time, we were loud and pretty noiiisy and I, had sooooo much fun :) Made my day better.

(more pictures to come)

Supercamp!

(more pictures up soon :) )

I started off the hols last week with interactors from Sri Aman, Assunta, BB, La Salle, CHS and Samad - six schools of ICCPJ, I think there was approximately 151 Interactors who attended this camp. Supercamp this year was held in Trolak, Perak with the theme of STEP UP!

A few days before this, after something something - I just didn't want to go at all. I was really pumped up at first since I found my friends from other schools are also attending it! but after I heard it, no semangat already. I didn't mind giving up that RM 220 that I paid. However, I was still forced to go. I also realised my fav SAians - Tanu, Trishi, Suki, Pei Yin, Jen Yeen, Su Ann, Yamuna, and a lot more were also going. So yeahh, I decided to just tag along in the end.

We gathered at Assunta's bus stop on Saturday morning, we left at 9 - I think and arrived a few hours later. The Rotaractors gave us a short briefing then we got into our groups. They had weird weird group names like STFU, KFC, WTF, ROLF,OMG...yadayada and well, I was in MCD (Malaysian Commando something - I think) together with Sharon, Tanisha, Sarah, Munira, Jonathan, Hazim, Karis, Jessica'' and a few others.

The first activity was fun, The Amazing Race. We had many spots to visit. Dancing queen was my fav! MCD won for that :) I was already feeling tired then. After that, we had dinner, the food, not very nice la, that's one of the things I didn't like at camp.

We had a talk by Brian Wong, a very rich succesful man. He gave a speech on how he became successful and the ways he used to achieve whatever he wanted and he adviced us to do the same. He made us list down our goals, made us think how to work towards them, why that goal? and how long will I take towards achieving them. It made me realise so many things :) I haven't started working on them at all. And yeah, I need to get my priorities right! That night, I slept at 2.30am. andandd I DID tell someone where I was going and nope, I wasn't drugged. seriously.

Well, next day, my two little roomates, Tanu and Trishi woke me up disturbed my sleep at 8 am thinking we're gonna be late for breakfast but we ended up being the earliest for breakfast ;/ Well, activities for the day, high + low rope and flying fox, one of my favourites too :) I'm not really afraid of heights, kinda love it! We also went for jungle trekking after lunch. It was my first time jungle trekking in a real jungle. We weren't allowed to talk much. I tripped most of the time. I was scared of leeches (as warned) and those little little creatures tho. I found it pretty much tiring. That night, had forum&discussion, I don't think I really did participate in it, I was just NOT in the MOOD cause of that thing.

The next next day, we had hot springs in the morning. I was just too clever to think we were doing Obstacle Course - the activity that was actually after lunch - so I was sooooo semangated to wear my long track pants - a T'Shirt and my friggin' sport shoes! I even wore socks -_-". Didn't really enjoy the activity as I couldn't do anything. I ended up talking to Vaenu most of the time! Obstacle Course was very challenging. It reminded me about the stories I heard from my National Service friends. I did enjoy this activity tho. After all these 4 outdoor activities in two days, physically, I got Indian-er, I got sunBURNT laa.

That night was interactors night. Every group had to do something - a sketch or any presentation on what we learnt in camp. We had a few ideas and tried them out. There's one point where we decided to talk about one of us in the group and we had to speak. with the mic. I got nervous! Mics are one of my biggest fear la. Tanisha said it's time for me to overcome my fear! Ahhh, I even practiced in the room after that (yupp, I know I sound stupid)( I can't believe I'm admitting this embarassing thing ;/) Well, later, they decided we're not doing that! But something else, a sketch. I loved the sketch - especially the gay scene!

haha, I present you two undiscovered gays - Jonathan AC and Hazim! Haha! (You know, deep deep inside, I'm sorry! lol.)

We had a DJ that night - a dance floor for us :) I just didn't have my appetite to dance AT ALL. Don't ask me why.

Then, went for a night walk.....I ended up sleeping at 4.30 am. When I came back, my roomates were all asleep. Chong was sleeping on my bed. I had to wake him up to go back to his room. Haha, I shall not mention the convo between us and what he did here! ahha! lol.

Next morning, breakfast. They had a closing ceremony. Rotarian asked one of us from each group to share something on the camp. He decided to pick randomly and he picked me ;/ I was just worried about that stupid little goddamn mic! and I can't remember what I babbled ;) but I'm pretty sure I said something stupid. Well, we closed with the singing Au Lang Syne led by Bunny, she's got a good voice, agree? :)

In the bus, we got a chance to jump in any bus we wanted to, I was in the bus with BBians and Sri Amanians and I sat with Vaenu. They were all up and about playing cards - Blackjack ;/ When we were all leaving, everyone looked tired, some of us were pretty much upset it was over too. Overall, I'd say I did have fun, I learnt a lot of new things, gained a bunch of new friends, got darker, did a few naughty little mistakes and dot dot dot. Honestly, I didn't really have as much fun as I wanted to. I was upset about a few things which did effect me the whole time;/ However, it was such a great experience! I look forward to next year's one! Port Dickson? RM 350? Hmmm, sounds interesting! ;)

and,

I gave in.

SPM 2010

Guess what I found? Something to do with our education. Nono, i promise it's a good news. 

Found it here - http://studentmy.blogspot.com/

Lately, in the newspapers, there were many brouhaha about the changes made by the education minister for the SPM examination. His decisions in short were:

• The maximum number of SPM subjects allowed per person is 10.

• The number of core subjects will be reduced to 4 from the current 6.

• The current grading system (A1, A2, B3...) would be changed to the American grading system (A+, A, A-,....)
  

Although many will welcome his decisions the way I did, most people argue that his decisions would not in any way rectify the current problems present in the PSD scholarship selections.

First of, we all should understand that his decisions were not meant to have anything to do with the selection process of the PSD scholarship as a whole. Rather, this decision was made to enable us, Malaysian students to spend more time building our character and participating in sports instead of burning all our time on the books. (finally they got it right there!) Think about it, studying all the time, resting after studying, or worrying about exams is all most Malaysian students do these days especially after Form 3. This sort of mentality has to change. We, Malaysian students, have to learn to be more marketable and not just "smart" on the results sheet. Through this decision, we would probably spend more time reading what we are really interested in and not just study the basics of 12 subjects. For our country to move forward, we should all be specialists in specific areas instead of being generalists. It was once said that:

It is better to be a master of one trade than to be a jack of all trades but a master of none.

Although I do admit that limiting the number of subjects would not exactly solve this problem, it is an inevitable fact that it does reduce it.

Secondly, reducing the number of core subjects from 6 to 4 would be a good move. Although the four subjects have not been announced, I believe that Moral Education and History should not be part of the core subjects. (OMGGGG!!! FREEDOM FROM HISTORYYY!!! AHHHH!!) (I doubt my dad's gonna let me drop that tho) For those of you who have gone through the moral SPM paper, you would realise that it is all about memorising 36 values. There is no real moral taught in the syllabus. (super true) A student may indulge in all sorts of social problems and yet be rewarded an A1 for the paper should he/she memorise the 36 values. That is how flawed the system is! Instead of making moral a core subject, the ministry should revamp it's syllabus and make it more of a thinking subject (e.g knowing when a wrong can be a right in certain situations and vice versa). This way, students and universities would value Moral Education as a respectable elective subject.

As most of us probably realise, the reason we are taught history is because the government wants us to be patriotic (nonsense!) and also realise the consequences of certain actions in order to prevent it from reoccurring. However, the way the syllabus is compiled and the way teachers are taught to teach this subject has only made students score A1's in history without actually understanding the true values of it. For example, after every chapter in the history textbook, students are told about what they should feel about it rather than think for themselves. This ruins the purpose of history in the first place. As far as I am concerned, history is supposed to be the study of past actions and its repercussions. Furthermore, I believe that the PMR history syllabus is compiled well enough for students to understand our Malaysian history. Hence, for this reason, the PMR history subject should be maintained and SPM history subject should be recompiled (they should include histories about other countries - like SPAIN!!, India, Africa, USA and more la), restructured and made an elective subject, for it to include more world history about countries and less history about religion.

Thirdly, the move to strengthen the grading system is a much welcomed one. However, it is a worrying fact that the grades may only appear strengthened on paper but low in actual fact. For most of you who didn't know, an A1 grade for Additional Mathematics can be obtained should a student score around 50-60+ for the actual SPM exam. (sigh, I can't even reach a 40 for add maths!) That is how low the marking scheme is. Hence, the question here is, would the new A+ grade be of similar standard?

In a nutshell, the Education Minister's move on limiting the number of subjects, reducing the number of core subjects and strengthening the grading system is a good move. However, the way it is implemented would be the main challenge and determinant in order to achieve more "marketable" Malaysian graduates.

Ah, I like this :)  Malaysia's finally understanding us, little dying nerds. 

After 5 mins;

ME: PAAAA!! Guess what!?!? We can drop HISTORY for SPM next year!

PAPA: Yeah, I heard. Hmmm, when are they gonna start this? When can you drop this subject? Next year or this year?

ME: HA? I don't know. Wait, so you're gonna let me drop HISTORY?

PAPA: Yeah, I can't stand you whining a lot about Sejarah.

HAHAHA! For once, I think whinning isn't a bad thing after all. Look, it's beneficial! haha! 

will blog about SuperCamp soon.

I.F.H.Y.

Teacher's Day celebration was today! Honestly, I really do love this ceremony, where we celebrate whatever our teachers - bad or good - deep deep inside, I still do appreciate whatever they've done. We started off with teachers walking on the red carpet while we students (Sri Amanians) just scream to welcome them la. haha.  Well, they started off with all those ucapans and yada yada thing. Later, performances was one of the favourite part of mine la. I really really loved the 70s performance put up by a few teachers! Pn.Christina + Pn. Sibyl + Pn. Suhafna and the rest led by Pn. Puteri! I loved it la, i never knew teachers could shake their asses like that! :) The other unexpected performances were also pretty much entertaining la. They had a farewell ceremony for Pn.Hoh's retirement - yup, she was my History teacher - I'm sorry teacher for my very veryyy low marks as the papers were just too depressing - as always ;/ Pn. Hoh also taught my sister and now me. My sis was prolly her good student and I'm just prolly the other way round :P Oh well, Goodbye, Pn.Hoh - i'll still miss you. 

Next, ICSA 2009/2010 Elections. Nope, I didn't get what I wanted but I got the Club Service Director post. I hope I'll do my job well. 

Haha, Suki & Tanu & I had our little 'not-to-be-mentioned' party at Mid V after that! I just had to release some stress and gain some happinessssss - I just wanted to be in an area where there were lots of people - ah, yes, shopping mall, Mid V worked. Andannd youuuu other little someoneee, go get your Superman undies! :P 

Moving on, I had a little photoshoot session with my cousin Joanne R., love the shots! :) 

Holidays start tomorrow, I'm looking forward to it. Let's start with Super Camp! :) 

I'll be off to Trolak for the next 4 days! Dammit, it's 12.10 am right now and I still haven't starting packing. I was warned there were gonna be LEECHES. Oh Lord, I pray for your protection from them, leeches. and crocodiles. ;/ 

super bummed out.

Leyton

You people know I'm crazy over One Tree Hill right? :) 

I haven't gotten a chance to catch up with the other half of season 6,

so this morn, I spent the whole time watching OTH S6 from ep. 16!

I've been watching it ever since 13 years old, even repeating it all over from season 1, and I never got bored of it. 

This one below is my most most favourite scene of One Tree Hill. 

CLICK HERE

go watch, go goo! 

''I'm so terribly in love with you''

Ahhhh! I lovelovee LEYTON :) 

Can't wait for season 7!

Stephanie Hawa

my little someone,

She's the only person who makes me happy at home :) 

I Need A Biladi :)

(a lil bit of pictures from Kim's party - will post up more pics soon :) )

So for the past month, I've been super super busy with a lot of things. Yes, I have to admit I was under stress too - can be proven through my sunken eyes! Exams were around the corner and I had RM 350 worth of piano classes to be made use by practicing and practicing and practicing andddd I also had my Interact Club nominee assignments which I worked on little by little everyday to complete it.

Exams, they used almost the real format of SPM papers and haihh, it was pretty much a whole new thing to me as I didn't really do much ulangkaji or wait wait, let me rephrase that, I didn't really do much studying. I screwed up on most papers. Every time, my aim would be straight As but this time, this very first time, my aim was just - not to fail. So holidays are up soon, serious studying starts!

Piano, dad's paying RM 350 a month for just 4 one hour classes and to think again, that amount of money is actually a LOT - I can buy more Nike/Roxy shoes every month! Oh well, I love piano so much but I've been loosing my commitment to it. Practicing one hour a day is not very easy - can't even find 10 free minutes in a day! My grade 6 exams are at the end of the year and my teacher won't send me for it until she sees a lot of possibilities for me to get a distinction. So yeah, I gotta catch up on this! :)

Interact Club Assignments, there's just tooo many things to say about this! :) I was nominated to be Secretary, Vice President and President - Top 3, the ones that I wanted to run for too. I have to say the assignments were tough! We were given one month to finish up all our assignments. The President/Vice P. assignments had 2 tasks and they wouldn't give you the 2nd task until you hand in the 1st one first. I worked on all the assignments little by little every single day - that includes sleeping superbly late - hmmm, 2 am? and once 5.30am. I remember dad getting so angry with me cause' I didn't want to go out - when he even gave me the chance - haha, but I didn't want to. I was glued to the computer trying my best to complete all the tasks perfectly well. It wasn't easy peasy! However, I really want one of those Top 3 posts la, gotta work work hard for it right? :) Oh well, INTERVIEW. my God. one of my fears la. It was held today. I remember yesterday, jumping around my house (of nervousness) and freaking my maid out - she thought I menagih'd dadah. Today morning, going to Tasha's house almost in tearssss!! I was jumping around my class - praying praying praying - freaking out all my classmates and some random juniors! haih, I can't believe I'm admitting it but interviews - just one of my fears la. Right before the interview, they re-did the list, from one of the last five to be interviewed, I became one of the first fives to be interviewed. We had to wait in the waiting room, I swear I felt like a vibrating chipmunk weyy. When my turn came, the minute I stepped in the room where 7 B.O.Ds - all eyes on you with seriousseriousSERIOUS faces, haih, I just thought, that's it, gone, i'm gonna screw up. My heart was like beating 1928172986387628746 times per minute second. They asked a lot of questions - my assignments, some screwed up - ahh!! I think I gave some good answers and at the same time, buntu answers la. RIGHT, TRISHNA? haha :) But something i like about my interview was that I was honest - something that I didn't expect when I just screw up. They kept me long enough in that room, according to Suki, around half an hour - I couldn't even remember how longgg but was pretty used' to it at the end, just a BIT. Nervousness, that was permanent la. When I stepped out of the room, I started jumping! Not of nervousness this time but of JOY! The interview was FINALLY over!!!! Ahhh!! I was just soo happy la, I managed to give my best at e interview and now, it's finally overrrr!!! AHHH! :) haha. Yup yup, I really do fear interviews. However, the nerve wrecking thing isn't over yet - Elections are on this Friday, I really pray that I would get one of the Top 3 posts! Fingers crossed! :)

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
nervous nervous.

Well, holidays start this Saturday, and I'll be off to Interact Super Camp till next Tuesday. Are you going? :) After that, nerding my ass off and piano! I also want to do a bit of colorful painting - an artistic one, haihh, already have a picture in mind. Oh yeah, I gotta paint certain parts of the house too - hmm, planning to redesign my room. Other than that, will be busy with Sri Aman's IU DAY which falls on one of the last days of school holidays - 13th of June 2009 - more details will be posted up soon! Keep yourself free on that day :)

andddddd

I'll be off to Australia to visit my sistah on the 19th of June till the 30th of June/1st of July! :)
How nice to skip school again. haha.

Her Morning Elegance

something I found on Erin's blog.
I LIKE IT TOOO :)

Happy Birthday, Bestfriend :)

So this post is dedicated to somebody, a best friend of mine who just turned 16 today and YOU know who you are! :) Okay, there's just too many things to say bout her la. Let me make a synopsis.

Generally, we've been best friends ever since Standard 1 - since 7 years little. I remember when we were glued to Barbie Dolls, when having two high pony tails were the (or maybe just our) style and when we weren't strong enough to carry bags so we used roller bags instead. Then when we were a little older, when we started PMSing and when we found it weird wearing bras, and when we TRIED to act like teenagers by buying stuffs from GIRLS (remember our pencil box trend? - lol) , we had BIG childish fights on our puppy loves, *cough cough*- you're dating one of em now! *cough cough* - haha, i'm laughing thinking bout it (again)! OMG, we even had little 'debates' in our library whenever we had these problems! HAHA! I even remember having sooo much fun playing water fights on Fridays after school! Haih, we were 12 and childish-er.

When we first stepped in high school, we used to grumble about our school rules, we used to complain about our blue-chef-looking costumes uniforms and when we used to TRY to be 'niggas'! I can't believe i'm blogging about all our embarrassing moments! lol. But we can look back and laugh at it right? haha. :) Then then, cheering together as B'Starz and competing in High School Musical Dance comp in 2007 to performances in malls and finally, ICC Concert 2009! I even remember looking at each other and laughing at the way we dance too :P And now, our fashion taste being very different - you being all over skinnies and boots while I go with bell bottoms and hip hop shoes! Hee. Our very very popular thing on creating lame jokes - since only we can understand our language, let's just continue laughing at it ourselves la ha? haha. On the sucky part, we had a lot of fights in our bigger circle of friends, yes, gossiping about each other behind our backs was one of them but somehow, it's not normal for best friends not to war, right? :) We still work things out after all! :) I still enjoy having our deep deep serious talks that made sense! It makes me feel how mature we've become after 10 years!

I'm so proud to have you as my best friend! Growing up together is something I would like to thank God for. Thank you so much for being there for me through out my hard - hardest times of mine and always for my happy happy times! :) I'm sorry if I've done anything wrong, i'm always cuckooOO in the head right? lol. I hope we continue scribbling on our little board of ours:)

KIMBERLY ANN XAVIER,

HAPPY SWEET 16th :)

bestfriends?
THAT, will always stay in my heart :)
I LOVE YAHH!

somebody still needs to teach me how to walk with high heels :)

Eyeballs Sudah Nazak.

Superwoman is Superbusy? :P
Interact C. assignments & exams;
please pray that I'll do well in both.

Till May 22nd,
nerd.

Saturdays!

The lack of updates;
let the pictures do the explaining!
All my Saturdays (except Sports),
birthday pictures not included :)

28th of March 2009;
8A/7As PMR Candidates Prize Giving 2009
& Amanda's Sweet Sixteen :)

4th of April 2009;

Samad's International Understanding Day!


11th of April 2009;
Tasha's Sweet Sixteen!

16th of April 2009;

Sri Aman's Sports Day 2009.

I told you BLUE HOUSE is HOT TO GO! :P
Champs again!

Kim & I :)
I'm sunBURNT.

18th of April 2009;

ICSA Trip To Lake Gardens With The Juara Home Orphans :)

Interact Club 09/10; Nominee :)

PRESIDENT?
VICE PRESIDENT??
SECRETARY???

Assignments! Assignments! Assignments!
Trishna was right;
they're not a bed of roses.

Oh Lord, please send me more colors to paint!
I really really hope to get one of those titles :)

Drugged By Apples.

You see two apples on the table waiting to be eaten. You take your chance but you just gotta choose one, you can't eat both. What happens if you eat two, you get screwed and that's it, you turn fat. You take bites from both and at first, you're addicted' to both of them at the same time. Later you find that one apple is bad and the other apple is good. You were interested in one and then the other one, then back to the one, then to the other one and it goes on and on. Suddenly, you find out, someone else, a close friend had already seen those apples before and she knows which is good, and which is bad. She likes the good apple and has a desire to eat it. Knowing this, you just want things to be different and so you make a change. This makes you be a good friend and give her the good apple while you get super interested and aim for the bad apple. You get addicted to the bad one and less to the good one. You just love the way it is and feels everything is right. But as you think again, you're actually going for the bad one and not the good one. You know something is not gonna be right later. You know that the bad one has a lil poison in it and sooner or later, you're gonna die eating it. You know it but you still continue whatever you're doing. You love your friend more, you gotta sacrifice the good apple right? So now, you're basically trying to ignore the good apple for your friend and just go on being interested in the bad apple. This time, you don't know what you're doing. You don't know if it's right or wrong. You make this situation confusing, you make the apples confused, you are confused. Everyday you see those same new apples on the table you tell yourself you're gonna stop but those apples has turned into drug, an addiction. It changes yourself everyday, you get a mixture of feelings, you're taken over by something else, it's drug. And THAT can make you forget who the hell are you at times.

You're lost.
I, am lost.

Let's try to finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could, some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.
Emerson.

But after all, is that apple actually bad?
♣ I hope you understand my incomplete story.
Thank you.

It's Just My Tummy.

For the last 3 months I've been vomiting, and I only realized that 3 weeks back. I knew I needed to go and get it checked but kept on delaying it. However, I still thought it was a normal thing - prolly dehydrated or too tired until two weeks back, I vomited blood. I went to the clinic, and with a very low blood pressure - 82 when 120 was normal and a pale looking face, the doctor didn't know what was wrong with me. But he gave me some medication which didn't really help cause the next few days, I vomited again but no blood this time. So, I went to another doctor. When I first went in the room, he was like "Ohh, you're pale". I told him my prob right away and he said "Are you married? I think you're pregnant". Sheesh, I seriously hate doctors nowadays. I then told him I was 16. Yea, he did the same thing as the previous doctor did. Pressure was 90 this time. He couldn't find out what was wrong either so he sent me to the specialist, a gastro. He was a friendly guy! He asked my age before saying anything stupid /insulting'. He said I had to go for a colonoscopy test. He suspected stomach ulcer. I wasn't afraid to go for this procedure till he said that I was gonna put to sleep for at least 4 hours. WHAAAAT! I was never ever been 'forced' to sleep before. It's like being drugged. And yes, I was. I was SO SCARED wondering what the hell are they gonna do to me when I'm like DEAD.SLEEP. I didn't mind skipping this procedure and just continue vomiting. Friends who experienced this before told me, it's nothing, just a normal thing but I was still shaking!!! Till something on the calendar of mum's church which was hung in the dining table area, caught my eye and it said

"Be still and know that I am God."
Psalms 46:10

- i think. It just made me feel....peace? Like don't be afraid! I am God, everything is possible. So yeah, I was a bit calm la. A BIT :) That morning, I gave them my pee and my poo - yeah, I know, I was disgusted too. They took my blood. Later, before going into that mini-surgery room in Assunta Hosp., they poked my hand with a needle like 4 times! cause they couldn't find my veins, they were too fine. The last thing I could remember was, they brought me into this room filled with like 6-8 nurses?! That freaked me out a bit la. They sprayed some weird weird thing in my mouth and then the doctor started putting in a tube and the next thing was, I woke up and mumbled something to this nurse who asked me how old I was. I said 14 first, then 15, then 16. Sheesh. I was so blur! The sleeping thing wasn't scary after all. I'm still trying to remember what exactly happened before being put to sleep'. The doctor said nothing serious. Prolly just gastric or an allergy. I was supposed to go back for an appointment last Thursday but skipped that. Have to get back to that soon! I really really thank God that I am o-kay :) Everything IS possible.

My Super Sweet 16? :)

I'm finally 16! :)

I had so many things that I wished to achieve by 16, and yes, I did manage to accomplish a part of that little mission' of mine. I compare myself from the day I stepped in high school and I believe to have change a lot - both better and worse :) Something that I really did promise myself at the end of being 12 and when I watched' young little female' teenagers changing boyfriends every month - was NOT to have a boyfriend till 16 :) And I'm proud of myself for keeping that promise of mine :)

Oh well, this is a whole new start to me, a young adult. People have been reminding me that, and to me, it's sounds so scary. I was thinking the other day on what am I gonna do now, and growing up was one of them. To think about it again, I'm actually scared to grow up.
Otherwise, one of my other little mission now; I wish to have a stronger relationship with God. I do pray but just once in a while and not so seriously unlike how I used to pray last time. I used to read the bible EVERYDAY as reminded by mother! And now, I'm more eager' to learn more about it especially the book of Revelation but I don't read it much nowadays. I gotta work on this! :)

I've celebrated my sweet 16, even though I didn't really expect anything this year. I felt numb again. Till the week of my birthday. I'm surprised that I had celebrations even before I actually turned 16! I'm gonna write every little thing that happened, at least a little bit of those little things! I wanna remember these moments :)

It started off with the last week of March, on Sunday, they sang a birthday song for me at church and I cut a cake! :) At the PJ Sunday School - mum's side of the church; another happy birthday song. :) I even received a lot of presents (ohh;moneyyyy) on that day too.


My birthday eve, my dad planned a surprise birthday party for me. I went for Add Maths tuition that night, and when I came back at 10.30 pm, I saw all the doors opened, a lot of slippers, I knew it, a surprise. My whole big family - mum's side; at least 40 ppl were there. I did cut a cake and received a lot of pretty pretty presents. and MORE moneyy! :) Everybody went home 10 minutes before my b'day! lol?

A few minutes before 1st of April, my silly brother freaked me out. I was on the comp. and he was just standing outside my room with some 'mysterious' look. He called me and I was like whaatt??? He looked so serious!

Adrian: (stares at my bed) Lydia, what's under your bed? (gives serious look)
Me: Hah? What's underneath my bed? (gets worried)
Adrian: Tell me the truth. What's underneath your bed? (gives more serious look)
Me: (gets more worried) I don't know what's underneath my bed! You don't scare me ah!
Adrian: Don't make me tell papa. Go and take out what's underneath your bed and show it to me.
Me: (gets worried more - thought of her secret stuffs! That's it, it's the end of my life, I'm dying at the age of 16) Uhmmm.. okay, fine. (looks under the bed, finds a present!!)

Sheesh. We still have to go through a torturing moment even if it's your birthday. It was from my family - I got a hoodie! They know I love hoodies as I have a collection of them! This one's from Calvin Klein and it was green, one of my favorite colors! :)

At 12.00am, officially 1st April 2009, I started receiving calls - even on my house phone!Celine was the first to call me and wish me! My inbox were overloaded with sms'es :) I was tired; went to sleep at 1.00am.

The next morning, I was so excited, I got up at 6.00am; for the first time in my life I'm was not lazy to wake up and that I really wanted to wake up! Geddit? :) More sms'es! :) :) Just like every other morning, I went to Tasha's house first before going to school. Tasha started waking up her neighbors by screaming from her door "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BUMM!!" :) (bum's what she calls me).

In school, everywhere I went, everybody wished me, even some people I don't even know! :) They sang a happy birthday song for me in class during Sejarah and they sang happy birthday for me, Latifah & Tiqi (we share the same birthday!) during recess, as it's one of Sri Aman's tradition!

After school, my friends and I had lunch at my favorite place, T.G.I.Fridays with Tash, Evelyn, Trishi, Suki, Rianne, Sarah Zain, Juju & Reen. As usual, I had my buffalo wings! :) :) :) Fridays did their birthday celebration' thing - I had to sing a song. So I sang, Boston? haha. Out of all the songs, BOSTON. Just the first line :) Heee. When the 'feeding ceremony' came, haih, that's the worst (but fun) part of my b'day la. Another torture moment! Everybody was feeding me a cake - I felt like a stuffed pillow. What happen was, when Trishi was feeding me, with a FORK, I think she was just soo excited, she stuffed it into my mouth and the FORK poked (superPOKED) my throat! Haih, I got hurt on my birthday :( sigh. Next, our little Rianne, decorated my face with chocolate cake. I tell youu, I had the best face spa' ever!!!!! ;/ (I was being sarcastic) LOL. BUT it was, again, very very fun :)

After T.G.I.F, we went to Tash's house, only left me, Tash, Suki and Trishi. We They sang songs like retards (normal) and we made videos! The videos were hilarious! It was also pretty embarrassing - so I'm not gonna upload it! But I watch it everyday, and I laugh at it! :) They really did make my day!
At night, when I came home, I saw a big bouquet of flowers on the hall table, I opened the card - it was for me la. It said, Dearest JUJUBEE!!.....yadayadayada......Hugs and Bugs all the way from Australia! Love, Diana. My sister sent me flowers! ;) It was sweet of her to do so. yea, yea, yea, I love you too, Diana :) My last present on that day was from Erin! :D She got me Wonder Woman Undies! :) I always wanted to get one, but didn't have the chance to get them. Thanks Erin :) The next day, 2nd April 09' was my bestfriend's birthday, Tasha! :) So I spent the night of my birthday getting her stuffs and surprised her with it in her class room the next morning! :)


On Saturday, 4th of April 2009. It was Samad's IU in the morning and after that, I was so excited to go shopping with my friends after that like what we planned! After the IU, we (Kim and I) waited for 1 hour plus for her mum to come and get us to take us to my house so that we can get changed before we go shopping- it even started raining! So, Kim's mum got us to my house. We arrived there and rushed upstairs. The minute I opened the door, I freaked out! I saw my friends!! or more like chandramookhi. (ha? Phar?) lol. It was another surprise! I was shocked shocked shocked! They had balloons all over my room, food + Sugus sweets + cupcakes + Pizza Hut all over my bed! Haihh, I was actually pretty worried if they did raid my room. I had no clue on what they were planning - it was a surprise! Apparently, it was Kim's idea and everybody helped in planning. I tell you, I can tell when this girl has a secret but not this one. I had nooo noo no clue! Haihh, that's their whole idea anyway, right? :) Shid recorded a video on my 'SURPRISED' looking face, I was repeating it again and again, it was so funny, I even laughed at myself! :) No posting it up anywhere, SHID! :) Anyhooo, Thank YOU ppl for making this day (TOO); Kim, Shid, Tash, Evelyn, Ili, Yasmin & Ain :) Love you to bits and pieces :)

So the last minute thing, yesterday, 10th of April 2009. I threw a veryveryvery small b'day party just for my sri amanian friends. Thanks to Megan for allowing me to use her swimming pool. I rushed to invited ppl a few days before this and only started planning on the food and stuff a day before this event' :) Altho it was raining, the 20/25 of us swam and it was funn la, throwing each other in the pool and yes, taking pictures too! Later, cut my cake. This Ee Von damn smart weyy. She sunk' one of the candles down almost in the cake, and made me take it out without my hands but my mouth. So I tried doing that la, and BAMM, she dumped my head in the cake -..-". I enjoyed my cake tho :) Oh well, I hope you ppl had fun! Yall being there was one of my best presents'.

At the end of the day, I actually realize how many good friends I have :) Thank YOU so much for being there through my happy happy times and the sad ones too.Thanks for all your support lately, really did help. Love you people so much! I thank God for giving me the best birthday ever, when I expected it to be the worst one ever :) Thanks for all your wishes and presents! Hopefully, being 16 is a great thing :) Like I said again, I want to remember these moments :) Muah muah!

Hey there mummy,

I'm sixteen :)

I'm Sixteen! Soon.

It's 50 minutes before I turn older,
And I've already cut 2 cakes and had a lil suprise party planned by dad,
(will update on that later),
Oh well,
I'm still 15.
This year's birthday already feels so different! :)

A Birthday Tag!

April Fools Day is coming and it seems I'm turning sixteen. Two weeks back someone reminded me that, I myself couldn't remember when was my birthday! :) Haih, see, i'm already growing old!! :( Everyone gets so excited for their sweet sixteen and surprisingly, I'm not. I don't feel anything! No excitement or opposite' on turning older. I remember when I was in Form 1, I was soooo excited about this! I just couldn't wait la! But now, it's just a few days and hah, a flat feeling. 

However, I shall be happy that I'm gonna be a young' adult - no more kid, at least not that kiddo. At the same time, be sad that I'm turning older, I can't be childish anymore, I gotta be more matured! :(

What I Want For My Birthday List :) 

List 10 things that you want for your birthday, doesn't matter whether the things that you want is possible or impossible to get. Tag 10 people to do this afterward. Have Fun!

1. Shoes! Shoes! Shoes! More Shoes! :) 

2. More WH clothes. 

3. A ticket to Spain. SPAINNNN! I don't think I would need a ticket home :) 

4. Kanye West's 808s and Heartbreak album!

5. Funky cartoon undies/girls boxers/shorties from Top Shop!!

6. To live in T.G.I.Fridays.

7. A healthy friendship. 

8. A snake! 

9. Do something for Africa. 

10. Mumzieeee :) 

I tag Aniss, Latifah, Kelsey,Melissa Yap and all you other Aprilians! :) 

Problems Give Me A Headache.

I've been going through a lot of problems, both big and small, that did annoy me. It bothered me so much that I could only express it all on the keyboard.

Folks Reading My Blog

I found out that some of my relatives and parents friends who are even at the age of 50+ have been following my blog - more like spying on me. It's good to know that some of them/you have been really supportive and have complimented me personally and through dad and it's bad to know that some ppl have been trying to be secretly dissapointed on what I write - like cursing in just 1/2 posts of mine and just complaining to my cousins about it. Let me put on my short-hopefully-great-speech. You gotta understand that I'm a teenager, a immature not matured one writting something that I want to express or tell the world a lot of things and sometimes, to just talk to myself. This place is the only place -'person' that I can let all out easily. Plus, whatever I write here is at least just 40 % about me, so please don't judge me with this. If you don't like my blog, simple, don't read it. I'm growing up, or at least learning how to grow up. Just so you know, my dad has been following my blog too, not sure if he still does, he didn't like some things that I wrote, but at least, he knows what I'm writting :) So, please don't tell me what I should do or not - that never came across (YET) as I know it will come after this. Oh well, I am sorry, if I did dissapoint you (again) and I'm not sure if I was rude but again, sorry if I was ;)

Prank Calls!

Some of you know that I hate prank calls. Really! I can't stand it! I think it's the most stupidest-cheapest-immature thing to do! I don't know how some of you unknown strangers get my handphone number, and my HOUSE-PHONE too. I just don't know how they can be so brave to call my house to prank call me. Ughh, I hate it la. I've watched my friends do that, trust me -you don't know how much scolding they got from me, I gave them lectures. Literally :) Tasha? You there? :P Oh well, prank calls are just like irritating insects+monsters to me. 

Unzip Your Pants Yo, Don't Accidentally Do It.

I have this very common thing to me. It's embarrassing but I'm still gonna blog about this very small yet big problem. I always forget to zip up my pants! :P Hah, I gotta improve on this. Let's start by putting reminders a reminder at the back of my room door. Heee. 

I Really Don't Like Your Attitude. 

Friends can be very 'terrifying' nowadays. If my friend achieves a goal/something good, I'd be happy for them. Or if she receives a compliment from a guy and says thank you, I wouldn't think she's flirting with him. Unlike some people, who just do the opposite. I get something that I want/need and it's happens to be better than yours, you don't have to give me an attitude and be jealous about it. Or if I receive a compliment from a guy who said something nice about me, and I just return a ''Thank You", it does NOT mean I'm flirting. Just be happy for me la? And yet, I still love you. Forget it if I'm wrong tho. 

 School Isn't Cool. lol?

Sri Aman has extended from 40 minutes to 1 hour per period. The reason they did that was to make us finish up all our homeworks! But the teachers keep double-ing up all our homeworks! By the time we come home after school activities, around 5.30/6pm, we're so tired - so we take at least 1 or 2 hours to rest. After that, we gotta finish up the homeworks - sometimes I stay up till 12/1 am to complete them. And the next morning, school at 6 am. So where's the time to study? leisure time? I even forget to eat at times. Not enough sleep gets me sleeping during classes too. I had two hours of Biology day before yesterday, i nearly died ;/ 

Fix The Light, It's Your Job.

Whenever there are technical problems in the house, I believe it's the guys job to do right? Well, now that I'm the only woman girl in the house, and I only have dad and brother living here too. My bathroom light and my not-so-bright room light have been spoilt. And nope, it's not a change-bulb problem, that I can do it myself la! There was something wrong with both the sockets' and needed to be repaired. I've been bugging my dad about my room light thing for almost a year? and the toilet one, a month. I even told my brother about this but "I'm sooo busy, I got no time". I agree, he's they're half the time, not at home. I barely 'really' see them. Few days back, there were visitors staying with us, and they weren't able to use my toilet but had to use my parents room toilet at the other side. I just didn't like it, when visitors come over, and they're unable to use the toilet because of the freaking' spoilt light! Ugh. After a few days, problem solved. I got my uncle helped ME to call the Tong Kong dude to come and get it fixed. Not just that two lights, but others too :) This prob really did bother me so much! And yet, home doesn't feel home anymore.

New Phone ;)

I wanted a phone that I can be aware of calls/messages/others and one that I can really take care off unlike my previous one which I loose every 2 days and drop it 10897912837893 times and still not bothered about it. So dad got me a new phone,  

Sony Ericsson - W910i. 

Yes, I know I have the same one as Chong's!! ;/ I'm not very big fan of phones, really. I don't know why, I don't really mind spending so much on other stuff like shoes and others but phones, no way. I hate to see people who spend so much on phones - it's something anyone can live without, at least, I can. ;) Oh well, this original price was RM 1,018 but dad got it for RM 750. He insisted on buying this one, so I took the chance la. I'm starting to like phones now. I gotta start taking care of it, hopefully :)  

Flowers Are Us!

So, yesterday I was with Kim's family at Times Squares at 9 am! Kim's dad had a launch to do - an ATM Machine in a 7 Eleven. While that, Kim, her sisters, her mum, and I had breakfast at a mamak. Her mum mentioned that she was apparently a florist when she was in her late 20s - her kids were shocked. A florist to a banker!? LOL. They were really funny! Kim's mum and Amanda started to battle up and included flowers in everything they said like "Flowers Are Us", "Ohh, there's flowers blocking the brain", "You're full of flowers, I'd have to escort you over the bridge" and "There's flowers coming out of your ears!" HAHA. okay, you don't find it funny. But if you were there, you'd end up laughing that your cutlery would fly' off the table.

After that, we went to Mid Valley, had a little lunch with Kim's family. This time, her dad! There were just to many funny convos to remember with them! :) Talking about karaoke,

Kim's Dad: Why guys going karaoke with girls all?
Kim: Then what did you guys do at my age??!!?!
Kim's Dad: Owhh, We went for karate!

HAHA! I found it funny la. There were more - martin lawrence to the indian version, marpatay lawrence. Haihh, I was practically laughing my head off during lunch. Kim, your parents are good at making jokes - to me la :)

We went to Gardens, it was my first time going there, yeah, very high class but nothing like Pavillion! :) A karaoke session with the Urban Attitude in Red Box was just absolutely fun la. Really! I'm still having the ICC feeling.

Ohhh, I had no idea what to wear, so I just tied my sarong as top!
Creative? :)

17 of us in a small room, singing and screaming our lungs out with just 3 microphones! :)
We even discovered that some of us could actually sing! Mahleeny, Qui Nee and Amelia really do have great voices! and the others, I'd just say we can bring the rain down la ha? :P lol.
We spent the rest of the time adding 100 + more pictures to our collection of 1000+. I'm really looking for our next meet, Urban Attitude :)

That happened yesterday too,
The Uncontrollable Sparks.
I don't want to give in.

Cameron Highlands.

My dad travels a lot and mostly to Camerons. So yesterday I decided to follow him since he was going alone. There were two roads to Camerons, a long one with straight roads and a short one with a curvy-bumpy road. I would have chosen the long ride but dad chose to take the short one. Mann, it was a real itsy-bitsy ride! I felt so dizzy that I barely knew where exactly I was when we arrived Camerons. I vomited as soon as we checked in Century Pines Resort, the hotel we stayed in. I pretty much liked that place. We could see the whole area of Camerons from the balcony. The toilet was WHOAA, the best toilets I've ever seen, literally. It a toilet divided in three sub-toilets! ;) Haih, if I brought my camera along..

We had dinner at the Smokehouse Restaurant which was also a hotel. According to dad, it belonged to the British those days. The house was a very very decorative with olden days art and lamps! It felt like small cottage, a posh one. Practically everything in there was original, the simple-simple-simple wooden table - real wood which would cost about RM 5000+ because of the wood. I even saw a one of the King's sword! (I found it pretty cool la). Haihhhhh, IFFFF I brought my camera alonggg.....When I opened the menu, WHOOAA! I told dad, let's just go and eat Tom Yam at the mamaks but he insisted on staying. My dinner was just too much. I had T-Bone Steak while dad had some other dish. My meal itself which consists of the T-Bone, fries, vege and original mustard! caused about RM 72.50. Altogether, we spent RM 200 on both our meals. I had to pack my half meal, as I still felt vomitish! I still did enjoy the place there tho.

Next morning, dad locked me up in the hotel while he went off for work. I stayed in the hotel room, watching Discovery Channel on murders - pretty interesting tho- and sms'ing. I was so hungry - I opened the fridge to look for food! So I took out the half T-Bone steak that I couldn't eat the night before but guess what? The freakin' fridge wasn't onnn! ARGGHH. It was smelly and spoilt :(

After breakfast at the hotel, I went to dad's office which had an internet connection! Facebooking' with my dizzy dizzy feeling. Ahh, I felt so cloudy? After having lunch with one of dad's European friend - he had a funny beard which got me laughing during lunch! - we left on the long ride but straight road. We stopped by at a shop, bought vegetables and the shopkeeper saw me getting so interested with the flowers - she decided to give me a bouquet of pink roses! :) That made my dizzy feeling go away! Just for 5 minutes.

The journey down was apparently the same as the journey up. I came home, vomited like nobody's business and went off to sleep! However, I still had fun! My first holiday with dad alone :) and the amount of money he spent on everything, :)))

Thank you, papa!

Interact Club Charity Concert 2009!

The day that we've all been waiting finally arrived! I was so excited -this concert was my Cheer 2009' since I quit cheer. I performed under Urban Attitudes / Mei Fong & Co. We've been training since November 08'. I had many experiences with 22 of them from Sri Aman, Assunta, Catholic High School, & Samad! We practiced every night at least twice a week and hah, it was FUN!

Today was a memorable day! We had to gather at the HGH Hall - where the concert was held - at 7.ooam sharp or they'll minus our group marks - which didn't really happen to the other groups who came late. Kim slept over at my house. I was soo excited, I only slept at 2.30am watching Australia. Kim slept off at 1.00am. Funny thing - we put the alarm at 4.30 am but I guess it wasn't loud enough - we only ended up waking up at 6.30 am! Seriously silly! We rushed! Left the house at 6.50am - reached at 7.15am. However, we were one of the earliest there! sheesh.

We only got to rehearse pretty late as we were the last performance. We rushed to dress up, put on make up, funk up our hair, pin up our pants, add color to our hair and this that! Sigh. I found getting ready for this performance was pretty interesting! Everybody looked so different! Stylishh, HAWT & POSH! :) That was something I enjoyed! :)

I have to say that the ICC backdrop/banner was a bomb!! I loved the design! I heard they spent few thousands on it! :) When the first perfomance started - Hot and Cool, Kim and I were like SHOOOOTTT! The competition has started. AHH!!! I managed to watch all the dance groups. Hot and Cool, Poker Face & King's Cross were my favourites. I really did enjoy King's Cross's

performance, I have to admit - their chereography' was pretty good! :)

Urban Attitudes performed last. I did a few mistakes here and there! I had the feeling of being on stage and being worried that my shoe laces will come out! However, I loved being on that stage cos I didn't really get to see the audience! The bright light on us, and the audience was just black la. I had so much fun shaking my indian bum on stage! :D

The results came, Urban Attitudes got 2nd place. We were actually aiming for champions - unfortunately, that didn't fall to us. We got money - not sure how much but we're giving it back to charity! :) We're still happy that we did have fun! We shared a LOT of experiences! We still did a great job! :D King's Cross won champions! Congrats to them! :) I loved their chereography too. They got me addicted to their "Teach Me How To Dance" by Che'Nelle! :)

The concert ended up with guest performance - One Buck Short. I don't really know them and they weren't really my type of music but they did entertain the crowd. People were jumping here and there! hah, such gorillas! ;/ I found a iPhone one the floor. Everybody was stepping on it! I gave it to one of the security guys! I should have stole it ;)

Hah, things are gonna change again! A new routine! No more dance for the moment! Sob sob - dad isn't allowing me to take ballroom dancing - he said I need a break! Sheesh. I'm gonna miss the nights with Urban Attitude - the tears and laughters we shared! Our leader, Mei Fong and the rest of the dancers who were great friends - Christine, Juli, Sarah, Chong!, Jiun Jie, Qui Nee, Mahlini, Amelia, Kuang', Ryan, Azhary, Rizal, Putra, Yu Hong, Timothy, Farah and Sri Amanians - Kim, Mamunah!, Munira, Amal and Fahimah - I love you ppl!

Don't forget, we own more than 1000 pictures! :)

and Mid Valley this Friday!

p/s: It's over :( Rewind?

Christine's Tag!

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I've tagged,
-Kim
-Yamuna
-Mae
-Aniss
-Lydiya
-Melissa Tan

1.What have you been doing recently?

Trying to control my addiction for ICC! :)  
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?

I loose it almost 3 times a week. Only find it after 1-2 days.

It's only a phone, something I can love without.
3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
ICC Concert Rehearsal.
4. When did you last cry?
Tuesday.
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
yes.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
ICC Concert 2010? lol.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
walk in the rain!
8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
ELMO.
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Performance clothes - glossyyy flosyyyy!
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
You looked pretty!
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Nope. (i'm lazy to elaborate)
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
kim's blue tank top!
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Australia. 
14. What are you proud of?
Being a sri amanian'. - ohmann, that was hard to admit.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Where have you been!? 
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Teach Me How To Dance.
17. Do you have any nicknames?
Jujubeeee! - JUJU. 
18. What does your last received message say?

Loved your performance today! Nice shoes!

21. Who gives you best advice?
Mummy.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Yeahh! I spray them straight into my mouth! 
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Johnathan Moorthy's mum!
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
YES,
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Urban Attitude - my dance team!
26. Do you wear toe socks?
once. my big toe made a hole in it!
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my brother, adrian.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?

yes.
29. Who annoys you the most in person?
somebodylah.
30. Do you have any crush on anyone?
Unknown.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Never.
32. What is the colour of your room?
BLUE!
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
my mummy says I can't hate! (too) 
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
there's a saying that says so?
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

Me? 
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Hah, too many to remember! lol. no, seriously.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Ha?
38. Do you have a life?
According to me, yeah, i do.
39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didnt die?
Nope. 

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
The distance is long la. 
( I have no idea what I just typed)
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Christine's answer; Brad Pitt :D  (HAHA)

Mine; a nightmare, my hair. 
42. Last time you smiled?
Last time? There's a last time to smile? I'm always smiling.

43. Have you changed this year?
YES. A LOT. 
44. What are you listening right now?
Teach Me How To Dance.
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
nope.
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
Open la. 

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Don't let anyone say you can't do anything that you really want to do. Live it up!
48. Do you have someone you cannot have?
mmhhmm.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
I play piano.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Wearing a yellow-feather hat for ICC performance - since I was lacking of yellow!
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Waxingggg. 
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Single - loving it!
53. What song best decribed your love life?
Christine's answer; Single ladies?! HAHA.

LOL, i agree
54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
nope.
55. Who always make you laugh?
Funny people.
56. Do you speak other language other than english?
Ya.
57. Favourite website(s)?
Google, Just Jared, One Tree Hill Web.Net, and FACEBOOK!
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
church.
60. Who do you think you are like?
Not Einstein. 
61. Who will you choose to die with?
EVERYONE.

62. Where have you been today?
ICC Concert 09' & Pizza Hut - with the Urban Attitude! 
63. What game do you play often?
hide and seek.
64. Who are you missing right now?
Mumzieee :(
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
My friends are my love. 
66. What are you doing right now?
thinking of an answer for this question.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Kampung Tunku.
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
BLUE, YELLOW, PINK = Urban Attitude!!

69. What emoticon you like to show?
:P
70. What is your life to you?
Toughness and Easiness that teaches me new things everyday. 

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Pray & Cry & Babble.
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
No time to go online la. Form 4 isn't a honeymoooon year!

73. Who do you admire most?
Mummy.
74. Which month are you born in?
April. (1st! -HINT HINT)
75. How are you feeling right now?
TIIIRRREEEEDDD!
76. What's the time now?
9.54pm.
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Pretty, outgoing!, very nice friend! She's FUN! 
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Christine's; I use Loreal to dye my mom's hair la. (HAHA!)
79. Why are you doing this?
Cos I've got nothing better to do at this moment. 
80. What do you do when you're moody?
Scream at my pillow.
81. At which age you wish to get married?

24-27? 
82. Who is more important to you?
God.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Sleep. LOL.

Prolly go sailing, it's so random but that's what I want to do!

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
God!

Family; mummy. 

Bestfriends; Kim and Tash.
85. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
yepp.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Angelina Jolie. lol

87. What is your goal for this year?
Good grades! & of course, a closer relationship with God!
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Nope.
89. What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of being on stage and being worried if my shoe lace are tight enough.

90. Do you really think its global warming now?
YES! YESSSSS! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
91. What feeling do you hate most?
My backache. PMS.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Bad or good, yes. 
93.Do you believe in God?
Of course. 
94. Who cares for you most?
Friends& family.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
MY BIG INDIAN BUM!

i ain't proud of it.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
Christine's; Helmet. (HAHA)

Mine; my badminton raquet.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
A lot of wrong things.
98. What would you feel if no one longer cares for you?
Cry la! 
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Wouldn't even get one like that!

100. How do you feel now?
ohh- teach me how to dance! 

This song influenced by ICC 09' champions - King's Cross! :) 

H.

Mumzieeeee,
Where art thou when I need you? ;(

Just For Laughs :)

Convo 1;

Kim and I watching TV;

have you watched the hills before ?

yeah, i watched the season before this.

( there was a commercial going on about the latest season. )

OHOH, i watched the season before the one you watched.

-___- wth ?

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

that girl has a own TV program called, The City. she's working for Diane Von Furtzenburg.

HAHAHAAHAHA. say Furtzenburg again.

Furtzenbuuurrrg ?

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I thought you said Furtzen - then you burp'ed!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAA.


Convo 2;
Watching American Idol;

OH, she's singing that Pocahontas song !

she's singing about protons ? [ as in chemistry, protons. ]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Pocahontas lah.

(the next day, we were talking about this convo, she thought I said Proton Saga. -__-)

Convo 3;
Kim was telling me about this convo between her dad and their maid which was last year,
I found it really funny that I was even laughing about it the next day! :)

Kim's sister was teaching her dad a dance, his leg started to ache at the first step, so he went upstairs to rest. His leg was so pain, he called his house with his handphone to get help from downstairs.

(House phone rings)
Maid: (picks up)
Kim's dad: Uhh, BOLEH PANGGIL KIMBERLY?? KAKI SAYA SAKITT!
Maid: AHHH? (panics) INI BUKAN HOSPITALL!!
Kim's dad: No, noo, SAYA MAHU CAKAP DENGAN KIM!! CEPAT! KAKI SAYA SAKIT!!!
Maid: (panics more)UH, INIIII BUKANNN HOSPITALL! INII BUKANN HOSPITALLLL!! (puts down the phone)

HAHAHAHA! The way Kim told me this got me laughing my ass off! :D Oh well, her dad had a muscle tare and he's fine now.

Convo 4;
My 4 year old cousin - John weighing his weight on the machine.

Me: You're 25 kg.
John: Nono, I nothing. I got no fa